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                                                                                                                 San Antonio, TX

Saturday February 2, 2008

     5:59am  Today is my birthday! Happy birthday, Victor. I am thirty years old! Umm, I'm going to go wake-and-bake.

     1:23pm  Shit, I started recording and I hadn't rewound it to where I had left off. I noticed real quick, so I didn't lose much, hopefully. I went to the Perry house and I hung out there. I cleaned the upstairs some more. It's perfect now. I really followed through on that house. I had twenty five bucks I got from my sister for rescuing her ugly dog, so I wanted some traveling weed. It was going to take a long time with Vince and Amy's connects, so I walked over to Keebler's(Erica's) house. She was home, but was busy, so I just walked over to Billy's house myself and knocked on his door. He sold me a twenty sack. So I have traveling weed. I'm going to go home and break it up.

     6:58pm  I came back home to my mom's house. I went and hung out with Amy and them and told them bye and everything. It turns out Josh had to take some girl to San Marcos after he gets off of work. He won't be back to San Antonio until around midnight, so fuck. I have to wait until then. I should probably try and take a nap. I'm all stoned. I guess I could go back to the Perry House and hang out there, even though I told them bye already. I don't know what I'm going to do. Umm, I'm going to update my website right before I leave the house.

     12:54am  Man, this really sucks. I have to make an update already. I haven't been logging at all. I am all ready. My html files are all ready to be added. I told Vince the update would be up by midnight at the latest, but Josh just totally flaked out on me. He told me had to take some girl to San Marcos and that he would give me a ride when he came back around midnight. It's already one and he's not answering his phone. I hate cellphones. Ugh, he knows that I am counting on that I'm waiting for him. Ugh, this is really frustrating. I'm just sitting in the living room not doing anything. I should go to sleep. I really want to spraypaint the fence. Umm, should I not spraypaint the fence? Maybe these are signs to not. Fuck it, dude. I have nothing to lose. I'm going to spraypaint that fence. I have always wanted to. If he shows up I'm doing it. If not, at least not tonight. So that means today is already February third. That sucks. I wanted to leave on my birthday. This sucks! I got stood up by Josh. Ugh, I am having this huge internal dilemma now about spraypainting the fence. My mom was pleading me not to thinking I would get thrown in jail. I don't care though. I really have nothing to lose. I want to paint that fence really bad. Old Tezel really does need a sidewalk. Maybe I'll take my bags to the bus stop and do it in broad daylight, and then get on the bus and get the fuck out of here. Maybe I'll do that, hehe.

Next day..