021805

 

San Antonio, TX

Friday February 18, 2005

     7:15am  I just woke up. I don't know if I slept a lot or not. I wonder what time I went to bed.

                   My mom asked me if I could go to the pharmacy for her and get her medication. She also asked me if I wanted to go to Sonic and get a burger and pick her up a vanilla malt with extra malt.

     5:23pm  Let's see. I stayed on the computer all day today. I played Tetrinet some. I added a lot of new quotes. I'm polishing my stuff up. My mom just came home right now and she asked me to go get her some medicine. She's going to spend the night at some hospital tonight. She's having a sleep study done on her. She gets sleep-apnea. Where sometimes you stop breathing in your sleep. Sam told me he would hike with me tomorrow, but if I don't have any weed, I don't want to go hiking.

     5:34pm  I didn't tell you. I walked over to the Citgo and the bus came right when I got there. I'm going to Sam's. I got five dollars from my mom, hehe.

     5:58pm  Tina hooked me up with a cigarette here at the Walmart. I appreciate it, Tina. I didn't even ask her.

     7:22pm  I got on the 92 when it came to the hospital and the driver just waved me on. #6700

     7:44pm  I'm at Santa Fe.

     8:00pm  Melissa hooked me up with a cigarette at Santa Fe. I appreciate it, Melissa.

     8:07pm  I'm sitting here telling Melissa my story. What was your email again? Tikigirl72@yahoo.com

     8:56pm  I had an awesome presentation with that girl Melissa. I told her all my stories. She listened to all of it. In the end she told me, "You lead a very interesting life." That was awesome. What a recharge.

     9:15pm  Raul hooked me up with a cigarette.

     10:08pm  I think I just got burned. That sucks. I had been walking around asking people if they knew where to score, since Teo was out. I asked this black dude and he told me sure, but he had to talk with his homeboy about something. I told him I was going to go to the bus stop and smoke a cigarette. After I finish my cigarette he comes up and tells me to give him the five dollars, that he was going to go get it. At first I was all, "No way." He was all telling me, "Man, I live here. I know it's bad karma." So stupid-me I gave him the five dollars.

     10:30pm  We have a little gathering by the staircase and Fred, Raul, Melissa, Trish and me are all hanging out. Trish is an old hippie and I'm telling her my story. Anyway, right now there is a big police chopper flying real low over the apartment complex. They came over by us and were shining their light. I turned around and held my arm out with a peace sign. Oh shit, they're coming for me. This is it.

                     Do the thing you fear and the death of fear is certain.

     10:52pm  Man, what a magical night this has turned out to be. It was all action packed with a helicopter and everything. I had such a loving audience tonight. First, with Melissa and then the older hippie lady Trish. I got smoked out! After I got burned Fred called me over there and Raul hooked me up with a joint! Because he knew I got burned. I had a good night. Thank you, Love. All my prayers were answered. Earlier when I had been walking around I said out loud, "Please Love, get me high." Then I got burned by that black dude. I got hooked up with a joint. I'm all pacing in front of Sam's apartment recording myself right now.

                     I went back to Sam's, hoping he would cook me something. I was real hungry. He ended up being asleep already. Since I was all high I and had such a good night, I wanted to tell my story some more. I decided I would walk to the Jims restaurant and go tell people there. I left from Sam's. Right when I got down by the pool I see some guy coming down the steps holding a pizza box. He walks by and I ask him, "Spare a slice?" He told me, "Sure, it's cold though." He hooked me up with two big slices! Thanks a lot, brother. I appreciate it.

     11:14pm  Since I got all high and was all happy, I thought I would walk to Jim's and tell people my story there. When I left Sam's apartment I got hooked up with some pizza. I walked all the way over to Crossroads Blvd and I finished my pizza. I had a cigarette behind my ear and I didn't want to wait to get to Jims to smoke it. I sat down on the bus bench and smoked. Umm, I don't think I'm going to go to Jim's. I'm pretty tired. I told my story enough tonight. I came back to Sam's. I'm in the bathroom right now recording myself.

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