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San Antonio, TX

Monday March 15, 2004

     11:57am  The next day. Holy shit. I crashed out at Kassie's last night. Man, what a great turning point in my mission. Kassie is like the girl of my dreams almost. But, she still goes to UTSA and I am not going to jump to conclusions and expect anything. I played around with the idea of maybe trying to convince her to drop out of school and come traveling with me. She already told me she would travel with me for like a week. She told me she was going to help me and my mission. At first she told me she was going to memorize my scripts, but umm, I want her to make her own scripts and I could incorporate her into my presentation. I can't expect anything though. I have to keep things simple. I don't think she would be willing to liberate herself to my level. Actually, I am downright positive she won't.

                      She's got the prettiest eyes though. I just gush when I'm around her. I don't know.

                      She's going to help me with my scriptage. Like last night when I was talking with her I wasn't nearly as scripted as I usually am.

                      Kassie is my punk rock girl.

                      I just feel like coming out and telling her, "Hey Kassie, I am really attracted to you. I want to hug, touch and kiss you, but I am not sure you'll reciprocate at all." I don't know. I'll tell her something like, "You know how big I am on honesty and how I cannot tell a lie. I just want you to know what I am thinking."

     12:06pm  Mike hooked me up with a cigarette in front of the Easy Food Mart on Gardendale/Wurzbach.

     12:10pm  I was at the bus stop and this girl's car broke down nearby. Since they were just standing there waiting, I approached them with my story. I told them, "Can I tell you what I am doing?" One said, "You've already told us." I'm famous.

     12:17pm  The 534 pulled up, but Mr. Ortiz wouldn't give me a courtesy ride. But, I got to look at the letter of the day.

     12:24pm  I walked Gardendale to Datapoint and Nameless hooked me up with a cigarette in front of the Data Food Mart.

     12:37pm  I walked to my friends house at the Fountains of San Antonio, in hopes they might smoke me out.

     12:42pm  David just hooked me up with a cigarette. I appreciate it, brother.

                     Four cigarettes!

     1:00pm  I saw some dude I didn't recognize and I asked him if I could tell him a story. He said he was in a rush or something, but when he left he said, "I'll see you later, Victor." Haha, everybody knows me.

     1:04pm  I am standing at Medical and Fairhaven waiting for the bus. Every single car passing gets the peace sign. I am making myself known.

     1:21pm  I'm telling this lady my story at the bus stop. She's got a little baby.

     1:23pm  Mr. Rosa let me on for fifty cents. When he pulled up I told him, "Hey, will fifty cents get me to University Hospital?" He asked me if I had a discount card and I told him, "No, I only have fifty cents." He told me I had to pay full fare. I snapped at him and said, "What? You're not going to give me a ride to the hospital a mile away because I am short fifty cents?!" He just kept driving the bus and I sat down.

     1:45pm  I had a great presentation with this girl Leann on the bus! I got her email address and everything. It's going to happen soon!

     2:25pm  Leanna gave me a dollar!

     2:38pm  I'm home already. I just walked in. I called my mom just to tell her I came home. I mentioned, "Hey, there's a dollar on the counter. Can I have it for bus fare?"

     10:07pm  I am doing my mom a favor. She's doing me one too. I am driving her car to Sam's apartment. I'm going to pick up my old computer chair, which Sam doesn't use. She asked me if I could help her do chores and stuff. She said she would pay me. I told her how I really needed some cargo shorts, because my shorts are dying bad. She gave me forty dollars! I'm going to go to The Gap tomorrow. Well, I'll have to help her, but then I'll be able to go get my shorts. Awesome.

                     Man, I had a really productive day on the computer today. I am putting together my Bastard Franklin story. Every single email me and my bastard "father" had. It's going to be awesome. Great reading.

     10:45pm  Jamila gave me a cigarette. I appreciate it, sister. I got to HEB real quick. As soon as I get out of the car I see these girls walking by and I asked if they could spare a cigarette. Jamila hooked me up. I didn't have my tape recorder with me, so I wrote down her name and assured her she'd get credit.

     11:30pm  I'm back home and I'm going to bed. I want to wake up early tomorrow.

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