9:20am I am walking outside right now. I had a big fucking ordeal with Tita. Damnit, she keeps making me promises telling me she understands. Right when I think she's coming to grips that we have to split up, because she's not going to give me the peace I require, all of her flagrant attention-needs.
She needs to understand world peace will always be more important me than her.
Umm, maybe if she tried as hard as she could to help me bring world peace, then she might one day be more attractive. That's not going to happen with her always derailing me and making me lose my focus.
Hell, I'd rather be homeless. We just texted it out. I told her, "You had always suggested we try to only text each other to communicate, but you never got around to it." I left her some texts while she was sleeping. We've done a lot of proofreading and I am spelling it out for everyone. Now she better not have any problems sharing herself and continue to be stuck in the old world.
Damnit, I am trying something new here. I KNOW WHAT I HAVE IN ME! Right now I said fuck this shit and wrote her out a long text. I will include it:
Tuesday may7
"I thought, let me be nice and do the dishes since I falsely assumed you were taking me more seriously, since you had made all of these lofty promises, I would of had more time in peace if I hadn't done them. So if this is what I get for being nice, WHY BE NICE?"
I'm going for an all-day walk. Maybe go see if I can find some people to inspire offline instead.
I know what I have in me, damnit
I am making this happen as soon as I want, as fast as I know I can, with our without your conditions
Only because I fucking know I can!
I need to train for my trip to Ashburn
Don't make me pull a Frank on you, lol!
Things work out best for those who make the best out of WHATEVER way things turn out.
I am having inspirations now after taking dabs. I'm going to see what magic I can work on my blog. I can give you some attention and affection via text, as you have suggested but never done in the past."
10:30am Her reply:
"Good luck
Go gettem! 😁
How beautiful! 🙂
That's where the mallards that have visited us go sleepies at night lol
Anyway, I told her I was going to go on an all-day walk. Damnit, she needs to face her reality. Oh yeah, I rolled a big long mega joint. I am going to smoke somebody out. I have a granola bar in my pocket and I raided the dollar bill stash in the console of the car.
I tried to go in the bathroom to brush my teeth but she had the door lock, so whatever. She's got my ATM card so I took all the bills from the car, like eleven, just in case. Alright, later on. Let's see what happens and who I smoke this joint with. I have my shirt blaring. I have my blogtapes. I am going to keep stickering this town up. Try an raise some awareness and inspire people, alright.
10:25am I am having some good productive days. I walked all the way to Floyd on Oakdale, tagging stickers everywhere. So many leaves just hanging there in plain view. Every shopping center I am walking all the way through sneaking stickers here and there. Right now I am walking by Papa Murphy's and this black dude commented on my shirt. I smiled big and asked, "Hey, can I tell you what I am doing?" I got a lot of my story out to him and was nodding his head and agreeing, just like people always had before.
Then his wife returned from the store. I was sure to give him a fuckmoney flier.
11:36am I walked all the way to Naraghi Lake. I took lots of pictures and I even recorded some geese in the street. I just took a long relaxing smokebreak right here next to the Girl Scout's place. Ha, this lady is looking at me record myself. She just pulled into the parking lot. Ha! They are going to come over here and see all my stickers on all these leaves!
I was pooped from walking and wanted to sit down somewhere in the shade. I cross the street and right by the GirlScout place a vined wall starts. In the corner it seems some homeless people hung out there and left a little folding lawn chair.
It was soaked from recent rain so I used it sitting on my rain pants. I had a good smoek break. I smoked the whole joint I brought to share.
Right before I walked into the SaveMart and bought some bacon wrapped Jalapeno poppers, raw, for when I get home, and a bottle of water. I took that smokebreak and tagged up all the leaves. Hopefully they'll call the cops, hehe. Oh yeah, I accidentaly left all my other tapes at home. I only had fuckreligions. I have been thorougly fucking religion on this entire walk! Ha! I am going to make my way back and tag the other side of the street.
12:11pm I just tagged the sign at Liberty Court.
I forgot to tell you. I was going to walk Oakdale back home, but I said fuck it, I am going to do my last route, but in reverse this time. Last time I did Floyd all the way to Mchenry.
12:57pm I just tested Raja's Taqueria here on Mchenry. I made the mistake of hitting up the cashier instead of asking for the manager. She was all, "Let me ask." Of course the dude was going to say no. I pulled out my recorder and told him in Spanish, "I was just testing you. How gringo of you," and walked out, LOL! I made sure to give them my blog! FUCKMONEY.BLOG!
I wasn't hungry anyway, I was just testing you! GREED SHALL BE YOUR DOWNFALL!
1:33pm Leaving from my rest. I rested in the shade in front of a church, The Modesto House. LOTS OF STICKERS THERE! :P
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