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driving through Georgia

Tuesday May 13, 2008

     4:43am  We stopped at some place in Georgia. We are already in Georgia. I don't know where. I'm tired.

     6:37am  I just woke up. I got a couple hours of sleep, I think. The sun is up. We are in Glyndale Circle and US 341.

                   I got a little cat-nap. We're still in Georgia, right? We just waked and baked.

     7:59am  I'm going to try and spange for gas. We are on 95. There's a TA truck stop.

     8:18am  Charlie is helping us out with some gas. What town is this? Richmond Hill. I appreciate it, Charlie. Everybody gets credit, thanks.

                   That was awesome. Third time's a charm. The third guy told me yeah, sure. I told him what I was doing. I gave him my website and everything.

     8:37am  Laura is telling me what she knows about angels. What's up with angels, Laura?

                   Laura: "Well, I'm in this flea market suffering and I'm really cold. This man says he wants to buy me a cup of coffee. I say no, thank you. He says, "I want to buy you a cup of coffee!" I was like okay. So instantly there's this coffee in front of me. I looked at him, but I could not see his face. For some reason I could not focus on his face. I said thank you very much and I kind of looked down and I looked up. I saw just the back of him.
                  I said, "Who are you?" He said, "I'm around." I saw his coat while he was walking away. The coat was kind of misting up in the wind. We were in an underground flea market situation. The wind was kind of blowing the coat from him. I will say the coat was a very fine cut brown tweed. He had a full head of hair.
                  I was channeling the Zen master through the Book of Urantia that day. Somebody then said, "Which way are you going?" I said, "I am going up." The Zen master just screamed out and answered me right away, because that's what Zen masters do. When you meet a Zen master and you ask a question the answer is immediate. It creates clarity. You'll know that answer beyond a doubt. It has a lot of humor in it. The higher the intellect, the higher the response of humor. I'm going up. I never thought like that in my life. I had the channeling dual-complexity going on in my mind and I was living with it now for like three of four weeks.
                 So I said okay, since you're in my mind show me the way. Let's see what you got. The more I asked the more I received. I asked for signs. I was doubting, but then I stopped doubting. It started opening up and it got bigger and bigger and then I started talking to people that I'm channeling right now like we are talking. There's another person here. Those people who were familiar with it asked me, "Who are you talking to? Well, I had assimilated a Zen master of the universe. I asked him where he came from and he said, "I have always been here. He was playing tricks. He's a trickster. He was laughing all the time. And then the personality became a dual personality. Male and female of the same entity. That's when I had to get off the boat.
                Okay, how do I get rid of him? That's what I'm asking. Now, wait a minute. Am I really going nuts? My friends were saying, "Laura, why are you talking like that? I was going around saying, "I am here today and the sun is rising and we are having a wonderful day." Some kind of strange tongue-talk. Some conundrum. I was walking around talking like a Zen master and he was channeling through me and I was speaking like he was speaking. Okay, so how do I get rid of him? Something went wrong. I was asking these pertinent questions and he wasn't coming across with information, so what do you do when you want a spirit to go away? You say three times, just think about it three times. Yes, I can. Yes, I can. Yes, I can! You command in threes. He went away and I sure do remember him. I tried to bring him back. I said well gee-whiz, if I can channel that one, let's see what else I can do. But it only comes when you are receptive and where we're going of course the ???. In the silence comes the answer. I just work with that dichotomy and make it real. If I am experiencing it, when you get to that point where something is happening and you say, "Geez, this isn't quite normally how I see things, so what should I do?" Well, try accepting it and let's see how far I go. You can get out any time.
               So, if I choose to believe I give it a bigger scope and it becomes stronger and brighter and once I get involved in it, it becomes brighter and brighter and it moves towards me. There's a really interesting diagram on the erasing of the ego from the center point of the self. The ego is encompassed around the self, because the ego represents all that is happening around you influencing criticisms and positives and negatives sticking around the center person. And then, something makes a breakthrough and a little crack goes through this grey zone from the self to the ego. There's a little opening, everything is grey. And then one crack leads to another and they start disappearing. Soon, there is a clear space and the self has broken through the ego and the emanation from that point on the outer perspective, the outward vision, the turning of the eyes outward becomes an illuminating out and that's that energy from within and that is the radiant brilliance of Christ. The clarity of Christ radiated the inner self without the ego and became enlightenment. So by erasing the grey zone of indecision or whatever the deal is."

     11:35am  We lost our marijuana. It sucks. We searched everywhere. We stopped at a rest area. We are already in Shiloh. We lost our weed, that sucks! It just disappeared. We're hoping when we empty out the car and make camp we will find it hopefully. I thought I had put it in one of my shirt pockets. Where did I take my shirt off at? Hmm.

     12:57pm  We just left the Arby's in what town are we in? Dylan. I found my weed! It was in one of my shirt pockets I didn't look in. My hoodie pocket I hadn't checked. It's time to celebrate. We've got a couple burgers for later on. Arby's sandwiches. 4 for 5. Ahh, we're slacking. We're burning daylight. Put the pedal to the metal. Punch it, April.

                   Random highway shot.

                   Shoe, water tower, South of the border.

     4:18pm  We're going to stop at this South of the Border place. There's been tons of signs on the side of the highway while we've been driving. At first I though it was just a thrift store, but it's a whole entertainment town. I took lots of pictures. I'm kind of glad there won't be any more billboards anymore.

                   We just went over the border. We're in North Carolina now. We're on the Mason-Dixon line, I think.

     4:28pm  Where are we at? Fayetteville. The first girl I hit up for gas, she gave me a gallon. Erica, this young girl. I gave her my website.

     4:42pm  Sherri is being nice enough to give me some gas. What town is this? I don't know. At some Shell station.

     5:03pm  Hell yeah, first try. Sherri gave me like three or four gallons. It's awesome. I'm just telling people spare a gallon. I've got my WPTMJ shirt on.

     7:23pm  We just left the Virginia Welcome Center. They were closed so we couldn't get any literature so we'd feel welcome here.

                   We came to Laura's property at Mathews Courthouse. Laura is having a trailer delivered from Lancaster tomorrow by some people.

     8:14pm  We are driving. We're almost to 64. Damnit, I forgot the name of the town. Prince Edward County or something. This cool wall we just drove by. I took a picture.

                   Some factory.

     8:20pm  Passing over the Marina Enon Bridge.

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