052903

San Antonio, TX

Thursday May 29, 2003

     4:00pm  I just got my tapes and one-hitter back from Amy earlier today. It's already Thursday. Man, I've had an awesome time. I logged it all in my little book. Now that I got my recorder back it'll be cooler! I won't have to remember everything. Right now I'm on the 605 headed to Babcock North. I'm going to see if I can crash at Sam's tonight. Then I'm going to meet up with Amy at one tomorrow and do some brainstorming.

     5:00pm  I just got dropped off over at Prue and Horn. I'm walking to Carlos'.

     6:17pm  I went over to Carlos' house and he ends up offering me dinner. He asked me if I was hungry and I told him, "I can always eat. I walk for a living." He cops and attitude and says, "I know you can always eat, but I want to know if you're hungry." Umm, if I can eat either way, what's the difference right? His question should have been answered. To simplify things I tell him, "Yes, I am hungry, Carlos." His ignorant girlfriend Anna was sitting down and we somehow got in this discussion about how I don't contribute anything and I'm a mooch(paraphrasing). I told her, "Hey, I am not a beggar. I'm not twisting anyone's arm." Then Carlos jumped in saying, "Oh, I'm smarter than that." Hehe, remember he has that little wee-wee syndrome. Anyway, they're all bitching and shit. Carlos said, "Okay, I'm going to wipe my hands clean of you, Victor." I told him, "Dude, if your hands got dirty with me it was your choice, not mine." He told me to not ask him for anything anymore. I told him, "Fine, don't flatter yourself thinking I need you or anything." He told me, "Finish your dinner and don't ask me for shit now." I told him fine. Hehe, he gave me dinner, sucker. Maybe he thought I should have been kissing his ass because he offered me food. Anna bitched some more and I tried to make some points and explain to her my logic. She stops me and says, "I don't even want to here your explanation." I told her, "That's because you are ignorant." The whole room fell silent and both Carlos and her tried to throw some shit at me like, "We are all ignorant, even you Victor." I told them my mind couldn't possibly be more open. Anyway, I could tell Carlos was really offended. Him and Anna belong together. They are both ignorant, money-hungry followers who can't think for themselves.

                   My friend Andrea came over and she ended up giving me a ride to West Telemarketing, so I didn't have to catch the bus there.

                   Cool, I'm sitting out here at the smoking cabana at West and Paul hooked me up with an evil Blend 27 cigarette. Toya was close by and she said, "Toya hooked you up with tons of cigarettes. She said, "I better be in your book too."

     7:47pm  I'm on the 92. I just scored me another five cans of liquid nutrition at the hospital! I accidentally grabbed one that said unflavored on it, but it's got a shitload more nutrition than the flavored ones. I won't be hungry for a long time after I choke this down. It's three hundred and seventy five calories. Protein 23.5, that's a lot. Damn, It's going to be hard to choke this down, but hey, like I say, I can live without taste buds.

Next day..