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Boulder, CO

Friday September 1, 2006

                    Carol: "Victor showed up at midnight last night. He for some reason decided to tell everyone at the dorms where we were camping. I didn't really feel like hugging him at that point. He says he was high and not thinking. That is one of my first rules of life. I thought I was traveling with a seasoned vet. He has five years of travel as I do under his belt, so why would he do that? I was pretty mad at him because I thought we had decided to go to the shows at the Red Rocks tonight and leave. Guess we gotta pack. Well today is September 1st. I wonder if we will get food stamps for one more month. I hope so. Looking forward to Cali!

     9:01am  Vic and I are both up. We need to send storage money and pay on the website. Need to get Vic's SS card too. Post office main # 800-275-8777 1905 15th 303-938-3704 Flatiron Sta. 303-440-8703.

                    Post office said they'd check on it. That's good, but we may need to stay until Tuesday or Wednesday because Monday is a holiday. Victor told me that he didn't tell everyone where we lived. He just said it was nearby. So whatever. Hopefully we can camp here for a few more days. So we can get our mail.

                    Victor just told me that he wants me to leave. I don't know what to do. I am so devastated. I am so hurt. He says we fight every day, but that's so not true. I hate when Victor gets like this. Maybe it's lack of weed. Who knows? I get so sad to see Victor like this. If it was really me I would leave, but I believe in us. I decided to just make love to him. So I started giving him head. We made love then went to Denny's for breakfast. Then we packed for the rain and came to Red Rocks lot for YMSB, Goo Mide and Allman Brothers. Made ten dollars so far on my wares. Vic and I got stoned and some dude sold me some weed. Now I am broke, but Lugena owes me fifteen dollars and Skylar thirty.

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