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 Subj: hey 

Date: 10/16/02 12:32:17 AM Central Daylight Time 

From: DlE lGNORANCE 

To: ALEXIS IS 18 

alexis, 

    i know we had been talking on the phone for a while before we actually met, but we hadnt met yet.  for all we knew, we mightve found that we were totally incompatible, so i hadnt made a commitment yet.  i was still on the market, per se.  

    it wasnt until i actually met you and saw how truly cool and compatible we were(at least in my eyes), that i thought, "cool, i think id like to try and start a relationship with this girl, i wonder if she feels the same way."  i just didnt know how you felt about me, so i didnt come out and tell you right away.  better safe than sorry, no?

    so i didnt tell you how i really felt on the bus.  i told you on the bus why i didnt.  i was wary of taking such a foolish chance and telling you how much i liked you, and then being rejected, we had only met a few hours back.  while we were walking through the mall, i didnt think you were attracted to me at all, because i bored you.  i wasnt sure if you were attracted to me since the moment we met.  i tend not to assume things and be presumptious, thats gotten me into trouble before. 

    i cant believe youre mad at me.  you should know by now that i dont judge people by their age, but by their mind.  i know i couldve neglected to tell you anything, but i wont lie to you.  you dont deserve to be lied to.  

    maybe im flattering myself again, or maybe i really am crazy and youre better off not socializing with meeh, i just dont know shit.  i truly think youre a great person alexis and nothing would please me more than to get to know you better.  so please let me know if ive lost all my chances with you.

i am truly sorry alexis, this all figures though..

- victor

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Subj: high alexis.. 

Date: 10/17/02 12:06:27 AM Central Daylight Time 

From: DlE lGNORANCE 

To: ALEXIS IS 18

hallo alexis..

    i called around 10:45pm and your mom said you werent home.  weird, for some reason i feel like you are avoiding me now.  why, i dont know.  i was just calling to remind you that my sn was DLE LGNORANCE, in case i hadnt told you before.

    why do you feel dissapointed alexis?  did i forget to do something i was supposed to?  maybe you think im being obsessive or something.  i spent some time earlier today mass-mailing my ideas around the sa rooms, and i am sure i can get a group of people together.  i have received plenty of responses from people who seem to agree with me.  

    in time, my ideas are going to come together and i will be a success.  once i get all of san antonio to hear me and my ideas, im going to get everything that i want.  i would really like to share it with someone.

"Grief can take care of itself, but to get the full measure of joy you must have somebody to share it with." 

                                                                                - Mark Twain 

    for some reason, i felt like we clicked last night.  am i being delusional in that thought?  i dont expect anything from you alexis, except honesty.  if you feel like i am pressuring you, please let me know.  i will promptly back off and let you be.     

    thinking i wouldnt get any time on the computer tonight, i had crashed.  i wanted to get enough sleep to be able to wake up in time and meet you tomorrow morning.  surprisingly, the computer was free at 11:30pm and i am able to write you.  if you have already decided that you dont want to hang out with me, please tell me.  i know i have a bad habit of flattering myself, but when my ideas get out, i will have my pick of companions.  my preliminary choice is you though.  if that makes you feel uneasy, make me aware please, so i can move on.  

    you told me you didnt want a boyfriend last night.  i dont want a girlfriend either.  boyfriend/girlfriend is way too casual a term.  ultimately, i would like someone who can care about me with the same intensity that i care about them.  i have so much devotion to give someone who is willing to accept it.  i recognize that there are certain steps to get to that point and i must follow them before i can get what i want.  the only reason i am telling you these things is because you suggested i should "come out and say it".  well i have taken your suggestion.  i am also ready for any repurcussions that may come about because of it.  i always have a fall-back plan, so if you dont at all concur with me, dont be afraid to let me know.  i havent gotten my hopes up so much that i cant face a rejection.  im a man. :]

    first off, i would just like to be a good, honest friend to you.  maybe in time something more might develop, maybe not.  i am ready for both of those possibilities.  if im rushing things, im sorry.  i guess im in one of my great big manic-phases.  its very exciting to me what i plan for my future to hold soon.  

    i have been nothing but honest with you alexis.  thats the only way i know how to be.   please grant me that same respect.

- victor

    

         

10-16

ALEXIS IS 18:

 DlE lGNORANCE:  i just checked the status on my mails..and compiled a list of 68 sn's that have actually read my shit..
 DlE lGNORANCE:  im iming them now..and a lot are interested in joining the group
 ALEXIS IS 18:  kool
 ALEXIS IS 18:  hello?
 DlE lGNORANCE:  yesh
 ALEXIS IS 18:  i did not know if you where there.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  so are you still down for tomorrow?
 ALEXIS IS 18:  what time?
 DlE lGNORANCE:  10ish?
 ALEXIS IS 18:   10ish is good
 DlE lGNORANCE:  kewl
 ALEXIS IS 18:  []
 DlE lGNORANCE:  yay smile :]
 DlE lGNORANCE:  hey, i think i wanna have my meeting at the grass park
 ALEXIS IS 18:  kool
 DlE lGNORANCE:  we can all go walking on the trails and stuff, itll be rad
 DlE lGNORANCE:  im thinking, maybe this weekend
 ALEXIS IS 18:  i will get back to you on it[]
 DlE lGNORANCE:  ok cool
 DlE lGNORANCE:  any response to muh mail?
 DlE lGNORANCE:  or is it a surprise
 ALEXIS IS 18:  not yet
 DlE lGNORANCE:  take your time alexis..no rush
 ALEXIS IS 18:  []
 DlE lGNORANCE:  :P
 ALEXIS IS 18:  i dont know what i should say.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  then wait until you do..
 DlE lGNORANCE:  like i said, no rush
 DlE lGNORANCE:  dont worry about meeh though, i can take it either way
 ALEXIS IS 18:  but..
 DlE lGNORANCE:  chicken-butt
 ALEXIS IS 18:  You just said the most romantic thing any one was ever told me.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  chicken-butt?
 DlE lGNORANCE:  hehehe
 DlE lGNORANCE:  ::muah::
 ALEXIS IS 18:  No, I am being serious vic.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  ok, im sorry alexis
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i was really hoping i would get to talk to you tonight
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i thought you werent gonna show..and stand meeh up tomorrow
 DlE lGNORANCE:  what did i tell you?
 ALEXIS IS 18:  that you care for me and that i care for you too.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  :]
 ALEXIS IS 18:  []
 DlE lGNORANCE:  teehee
 ALEXIS IS 18:  you know i want your body, vik
 DlE lGNORANCE:  you havent even seen it
 DlE lGNORANCE:  but oh man..id be lying if i said i didnt want yours..
 DlE lGNORANCE:  what, with that exposed mid-drift and all yesterday..
 DlE lGNORANCE:  hot mama
 ALEXIS IS 18:  lol
 ALEXIS IS 18:  I was trying to look decent.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  mission accomplished alexis
 DlE lGNORANCE:  oh man, im gonna sleep real good tonight
 DlE lGNORANCE:  heehee
 ALEXIS IS 18:  are you going to do it?
 DlE lGNORANCE:  umm, quite possibly
 DlE lGNORANCE:  but thats not why id sleep good..
 ALEXIS IS 18:  how?
 DlE lGNORANCE:  well...it could very well be a contributing factor..but not as helpful as knowing youre not upset with meeh
 ALEXIS IS 18:  me<
 
 DlE lGNORANCE:  jeah
 ALEXIS IS 18:  ya<
 DlE lGNORANCE:  ¿jew are?
 ALEXIS IS 18:  mad?
 DlE lGNORANCE:  yeah
 ALEXIS IS 18:  jew>you
 DlE lGNORANCE:  ¡IM NOT A JEW!
 DlE lGNORANCE:  :P
 ALEXIS IS 18:  good
 ALEXIS IS 18:  i like you, but that is hard for me to feel
 
 DlE lGNORANCE:  why?
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i know..its a tad bit fast..
 DlE lGNORANCE:  you need to trust me more
 ALEXIS IS 18:  i can be hurt any more, vik.
 ALEXIS IS 18:  cant*
 DlE lGNORANCE:  its only smart of you to keep your guard up, when only meeting me last night
 DlE lGNORANCE:  im gonna try my damndest not to hurt you alexis..
 DlE lGNORANCE:  id really really like the opportunity to make you happier
 DlE lGNORANCE:  and me too, at the same time
 DlE lGNORANCE:  hurting sucks..been there
 ALEXIS IS 18:  Lets do this real slow?
 DlE lGNORANCE:  ok, ill try
 DlE lGNORANCE:  if i get going too fast, will you let me know?
 ALEXIS IS 18:  i will try
 DlE lGNORANCE:  thank you
 DlE lGNORANCE:  cuz i might just speed up and not be aware of it..
 ALEXIS IS 18:  i know
 DlE lGNORANCE:  :]
 ALEXIS IS 18:  but slow is what i need.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  slow is what i will strive for then..
 ALEXIS IS 18:  no we.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  yes, we
 DlE lGNORANCE:  its not gonna be easy though..
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i know the second we see each other, im gonna wanna put my arm around jew
 ALEXIS IS 18:  as long as you my friend.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  but ill control myself
 DlE lGNORANCE:  all in due time
 ALEXIS IS 18:  then do it.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  patience is virtue
 DlE lGNORANCE:  ok!
 ALEXIS IS 18:  i want you kiss you.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  heehee
 ALEXIS IS 18:  i want to *
 DlE lGNORANCE:  <~ cant wait for tomorrow
 ALEXIS IS 18:  me too
 ALEXIS IS 18:  i got to go to bed
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i dont know how many times ive been sitting on the bus alone..wishing i had someones arm to hold in my lap..
 ALEXIS IS 18:  aww
 DlE lGNORANCE:  hey, since weve stayed up till 2, im not sure what time ill wake up
 DlE lGNORANCE:  so it maybe a bit past 10ish
 DlE lGNORANCE:  as soon as i wake up
 ALEXIS IS 18:  ok call me when you get up to wake me up too.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  ill call you, hop in the shower
 DlE lGNORANCE:  and go catch the bus
 ALEXIS IS 18:  ok night night
 DlE lGNORANCE:  bye bye sweet thang
 DlE lGNORANCE:  ::muah::
 ALEXIS IS 18:  <gnv kiss.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  aww..thank the lard for aol
 DlE lGNORANCE:  gna smooch smooch
 ALEXIS IS 18:  We will be together in my dreams tonight.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  that we shall
 ALEXIS IS 18:  bye
 DlE lGNORANCE:  bye bye 

Cmdel7:

 Cmdel7:  i agreed
 DlE lGNORANCE:  great..i wanna start an organization soon
 DlE lGNORANCE:  and have a big meeting
 Cmdel7:  cool
 Cmdel7:  what kind
 DlE lGNORANCE:  the kind that will get some changes made
 Cmdel7:  like fight club changes or like community changes
 DlE lGNORANCE:  global changes
 Cmdel7:  sounds like a plan
 DlE lGNORANCE:  yeah..ive gotten into the great habit of setting goals and following through..
 DlE lGNORANCE:  this just happens to be my most noblest
 Cmdel7:  are you religous?
 DlE lGNORANCE:  not at all
 Cmdel7:  oh ok well if you are or ever were, once world peace comes the anti christ comes and kills everyone
 Cmdel7:  if you are
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i dont want to kill anyone/thing
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i want to save lives..
 DlE lGNORANCE:  im going to
 DlE lGNORANCE:  its in my nature to want to 

emails to alexis:

Subj: hey
Date: 10/16/02 12:32:17 AM Central Daylight Time
From: DlE lGNORANCE
To: ALEXIS IS 18


alexis,

    i know we had been talking on the phone for a while before we actually met, but we hadnt met yet.  for all we knew, we mightve found that we were totally incompatible, so i hadnt made a commitment yet.  i was still on the market, per se.  

    it wasnt until i actually met you and saw how truly cool and compatible we were(at least in my eyes), that i thought, "cool, i think id like to try and start a relationship with this girl, i wonder if she feels the same way."  i just didnt know how you felt about me, so i didnt come out and tell you right away.  better safe than sorry, no?

    so i didnt tell you how i really felt on the bus.  i told you on the bus why i didnt.  i was wary of taking such a foolish chance and telling you how much i liked you, and then being rejected, we had only met a few hours back.  while we were walking through the mall, i didnt think you were attracted to me at all, because i bored you.  i wasnt sure if you were attracted to me since the moment we met.  i tend not to assume things and be presumptious, thats gotten me into trouble before.

    i cant believe youre mad at me.  you should know by now that i dont judge people by their age, but by their mind.  i know i couldve neglected to tell you anything, but i wont lie to you.  you dont deserve to be lied to.  

    maybe im flattering myself again, or maybe i really am crazy and youre better off not socializing with meeh, i just dont know shit.  i truly think youre a great person alexis and nothing would please me more than to get to know you better.  so please let me know if ive lost all my chances with you.

i am truly sorry alexis, this all figures though..

- victor

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Subj: high alexis..
Date: 10/17/02 12:06:27 AM Central Daylight Time
From: DlE lGNORANCE
To: ALEXIS IS 18


hallo alexis..
    i called around 10:45pm and your mom said you werent home.  weird, for some reason i feel like you are avoiding me now.  why, i dont know.  i was just calling to remind you that my sn was DLE LGNORANCE, in case i hadnt told you before.
    why do you feel dissapointed alexis?  did i forget to do something i was supposed to?  maybe you think im being obsessive or something.  i spent some time earlier today mass-mailing my ideas around the sa rooms, and i am sure i can get a group of people together.  i have received plenty of responses from people who seem to agree with me.  
    in time, my ideas are going to come together and i will be a success.  once i get all of san antonio to hear me and my ideas, im going to get everything that i want.  i would really like to share it with someone.

"Grief can take care of itself, but to get the full measure of joy you must have somebody to share it with."
                                                                                - Mark Twain

    for some reason, i felt like we clicked last night.  am i being delusional in that thought?  i dont expect anything from you alexis, except honesty.  if you feel like i am pressuring you, please let me know.  i will promptly back off and let you be.     
    thinking i wouldnt get any time on the computer tonight, i had crashed.  i wanted to get enough sleep to be able to wake up in time and meet you tomorrow morning.  surprisingly, the computer was free at 11:30pm and i am able to write you.  if you have already decided that you dont want to hang out with me, please tell me.  i know i have a bad habit of flattering myself, but when my ideas get out, i will have my pick of companions.  my preliminary choice is you though.  if that makes you feel uneasy, make me aware please, so i can move on.  
    you told me you didnt want a boyfriend last night.  i dont want a girlfriend either.  boyfriend/girlfriend is way too casual a term.  ultimately, i would like someone who can care about me with the same intensity that i care about them.  i have so much devotion to give someone who is willing to accept it.  i recognize that there are certain steps to get to that point and i must follow them before i can get what i want.  the only reason i am telling you these things is because you suggested i should "come out and say it".  well i have taken your suggestion.  i am also ready for any repurcussions that may come about because of it.  i always have a fall-back plan, so if you dont at all concur with me, dont be afraid to let me know.  i havent gotten my hopes up so much that i cant face a rejection.  im a man. :]
    first off, i would just like to be a good, honest friend to you.  maybe in time something more might develop, maybe not.  i am ready for both of those possibilities.  if im rushing things, im sorry.  i guess im in one of my great big manic-phases.  its very exciting to me what i plan for my future to hold soon.  
    i have been nothing but honest with you alexis.  thats the only way i know how to be.   please grant me that same respect.

- victor
    
         

LiLgi6181:

 LiLgi6181:  yes i did
 LiLgi6181:  all of it
 DlE lGNORANCE:  wow, badass
 DlE lGNORANCE:  whatd ya think
 LiLgi6181:  that man i wish i could have thought like you in jail
 DlE lGNORANCE:  yeah, i take fun with me anywhere i go
 LiLgi6181:  hey will you be on awhile later, i was just about to make bread pudding.... and i enjoy talking with you
 DlE lGNORANCE:  maybe, maybe not, my family is damn lazy and addicted to wasting time on the computer
 LiLgi6181:  hmm, ok well i hope so, yeah my family dissapeared?!?!
 LiLgi6181:  and i feel like baking seeing as I did everything else I needed to do
 DlE lGNORANCE:  wish mine would
 LiLgi6181:  awwwww
 DlE lGNORANCE:  yeah go bake woman, its in your contract
 LiLgi6181:  poor familia
 DlE lGNORANCE:  :P
 LiLgi6181:  []
 LiLgi6181:  yes sir!!
 DlE lGNORANCE:  haha
 LiLgi6181:  toodles
 DlE lGNORANCE:  bye bye  LiLgi6181:  yes i did
 LiLgi6181:  all of it
 DlE lGNORANCE:  wow, badass
 DlE lGNORANCE:  whatd ya think
 LiLgi6181:  that man i wish i could have thought like you in jail
 DlE lGNORANCE:  yeah, i take fun with me anywhere i go
 LiLgi6181:  hey will you be on awhile later, i was just about to make bread pudding.... and i enjoy talking with you
 DlE lGNORANCE:  maybe, maybe not, my family is damn lazy and addicted to wasting time on the computer
 LiLgi6181:  hmm, ok well i hope so, yeah my family dissapeared?!?!
 LiLgi6181:  and i feel like baking seeing as I did everything else I needed to do
 DlE lGNORANCE:  wish mine would
 LiLgi6181:  awwwww
 DlE lGNORANCE:  yeah go bake woman, its in your contract
 LiLgi6181:  poor familia
 DlE lGNORANCE:  :P
 LiLgi6181:  []
 LiLgi6181:  yes sir!!
 DlE lGNORANCE:  haha
 LiLgi6181:  toodles
 DlE lGNORANCE:  bye bye 

Matrixixixixix:

 Matrixixixixix:  no, I assumed is was just junk mail
 Matrixixixixix:  alot of that going around these days
 Matrixixixixix:  what's your message?
 DlE lGNORANCE:  can i resend?
 Matrixixixixix:  sure
 DlE lGNORANCE:  im trying to eliminate money
 DlE lGNORANCE:  cool
 DlE lGNORANCE:  read em when you got time man
 Matrixixixixix:  I'm reading them right now
 DlE lGNORANCE:  cool, thanks
 Matrixixixixix:  Where did you come up with my addy?
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i just mailed everyone in the sa room
 Matrixixixixix:  oh ok
 Matrixixixixix:  Interesting theories
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i wanna start an organization soon..and have a big meeting
 DlE lGNORANCE:  theres power in numbers
 Matrixixixixix:  I do question if I am myself Bi-Polar, I have it on both side s of my family, and my childhood says it all
 Matrixixixixix:  what side of town do you reside on?
 DlE lGNORANCE:  theres no such thing as bi-polar disorder
 DlE lGNORANCE:  youre just human
 Matrixixixixix:  True, well that's what I always thought
 Matrixixixixix:  I didn't like that label
 DlE lGNORANCE:  what you think is the only thing that should matter to you
 Matrixixixixix:  So do you have a job?
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i guess you can say im self-employed
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i work for my cause
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i just dont get paid money
 Matrixixixixix:  How do you pay for bus rides?
 Matrixixixixix:  donations to your cause?
 DlE lGNORANCE:  well, i scrounge up the 80 cents to begin the day
 DlE lGNORANCE:  and then
 DlE lGNORANCE:  whenever i get on a bus, i bum 15 cents for a transfer
 DlE lGNORANCE:  and just do that all day
 Matrixixixixix:  Send those e-mails to Raptor8025
 DlE lGNORANCE:  done
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i live on the nw, by the way 

PulseInCMinor:

 PulseInCMinor:  yeah a bit
 DlE lGNORANCE:  did you agree/disagree?
 PulseInCMinor:  for the most part i agree..but i have yet to read it all
 PulseInCMinor:  but yeah, i agree
 DlE lGNORANCE:  im trying to put together an organization..
 PulseInCMinor:  really....go on
 DlE lGNORANCE:  whoa..i just compiled a 68 sn list of everyone who read my mail
 DlE lGNORANCE:  and imed a lot, so im being bombarded
 PulseInCMinor:  i see
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i need to plan a big meeting
 DlE lGNORANCE:  im thinking maybe at a park or something
 PulseInCMinor:  that could be good
 PulseInCMinor:  id be interested in hearing more about your organization, i gotta go now....but ill keep in contact
 DlE lGNORANCE:  cool
 PulseInCMinor:  ok till next time...bye  

Rendition of Me:

 Rendition of Me:   I'll let you go as I know your probably busy but just curious if you remembered me after all...
 DlE lGNORANCE:  not busy at all jody, how are you doing?
 Rendition of Me:  I am good, yourself?
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i vaguely remember you..im sure if i saw you again it would click
 DlE lGNORANCE:  ahh, pretty good, despite the circumstances..
 Rendition of Me:  the circumstances being?
 DlE lGNORANCE:  nothing really that bothers me too much..just people thinking im crazy and stuff
 DlE lGNORANCE:  but i want them to think im crazy..
 DlE lGNORANCE:  itll make everything so much cooler when i prove everyone wrong
 DlE lGNORANCE:  im just being myself..
 Rendition of Me:  I don't think you're crazy, very different from the way I remember you but not quite crazy.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  hehe, how do you remember me?
 DlE lGNORANCE:  some pussy-whipped stoner right
 Rendition of Me:  hm, that might be it, i was searching for the words.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  hehe
 Rendition of Me:  now you seem very aloof
 Rendition of Me:  but thats a good thing
 DlE lGNORANCE:  well chasity is one of the people who think im crazy too
 DlE lGNORANCE:  but thats cool, its her loss
 DlE lGNORANCE:  hehe i had to go to keyword: dictionary to look up 'aloof'
 DlE lGNORANCE:  and i am quite indifferent
 DlE lGNORANCE:  to things i deem stupid
 Rendition of Me:  so what changed you?  
 DlE lGNORANCE:  my head-injuries..
 Rendition of Me:   interesting...
 DlE lGNORANCE:  but i have no memory of either one  
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i guess they just made me not ignorant to the truth, like most people
 DlE lGNORANCE:  reality-check
 Rendition of Me:  i need one of those
 
 DlE lGNORANCE:  you and so many other people..
 DlE lGNORANCE:  they were great learning experiences..i must say
 DlE lGNORANCE:  better than college
 DlE lGNORANCE:  hehe
 Rendition of Me:  i dont consider myself ignorant but i do admit i fall into line with the rest of them sometimes, college etc, hehe
 DlE lGNORANCE:  its never too late to become what you mightve been
 DlE lGNORANCE:  :P
 Rendition of Me:  true
 DlE lGNORANCE:  hey, i wrote up a paper on my head injuries..have i sent it to you?
 Rendition of Me:  not sure, i know i have read of head injuries in your other stuff but nothing that made them the subject, at least not to my recollection.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i sent it
 Rendition of Me:  already reading it...
 DlE lGNORANCE:  cool
 Rendition of Me:  so thats where the scar came from, i never knew.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  yeah, i love it
 Rendition of Me:  i have a couple, really small though, in my right eyebrow and one on my cheek, i sound like scarface, hehe but they arent very noticeable.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i think scars are cool
 Rendition of Me:  funny i can remember exactly how you looked the last time i saw you
 Rendition of Me:  me too.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  crazy, did i have my hair bleached back then?
 Rendition of Me:  uh huh
 DlE lGNORANCE:  haha i remember that
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i now cut it all around with a #2 guard
 DlE lGNORANCE:  keep it simple
 Rendition of Me:  we use to talk on the phone a bit, you me and BJ.
 Rendition of Me:  simple is good. mine was really really short back then
 DlE lGNORANCE:  ahh..bj moved to berkely and sold out
 DlE lGNORANCE:  hes playing in some band called city volume i think
 Rendition of Me:  hm. i had a crush on him back in the day, hehe
 DlE lGNORANCE:  hehe
 DlE lGNORANCE:  hes such a punk rawker
 Rendition of Me:  oh wow, that really made me lol
 Rendition of Me:  yeah and to think i use to eat that shit up
 DlE lGNORANCE:  haha
 DlE lGNORANCE:  :P
 Rendition of Me:  well, you know, i am really interested in all the things to have to say. i enjoy reading all your stuff
 DlE lGNORANCE:  im gonna start an organization soon
 DlE lGNORANCE:  right now, im checking the status on all my mails ive sent..and putting all the sns on my buddylist..
 Rendition of Me:  well when you do, i hope you fill me in
 DlE lGNORANCE:  cuz theres power in numbers..
 DlE lGNORANCE:  sure thing
 Rendition of Me:  thats the truth
 
 Rendition of Me:  maybe we could get together sometime and talk, god i hope i dont sound like i am making a move on you, hehe, thats really not my intention
 DlE lGNORANCE:  thatd be cool, i wanna get a big group of people together and talk..
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i just need to plan  
 Rendition of Me:  sure...
 DlE lGNORANCE:  cuz i need some backing..if i want to form this perfect communism i envision..
 Rendition of Me:  count me in.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  shweet
 DlE lGNORANCE:  thank you jody
 Rendition of Me:  anytime Victor
 DlE lGNORANCE:  hopefully i wont get myself killed
 DlE lGNORANCE:  but if i do, ill die a martyr
 DlE lGNORANCE:  and my goals will be reached anyway
 Rendition of Me:  yeah, try to avoid that
 DlE lGNORANCE:  with or without meeh
 DlE lGNORANCE:  no one can stop me, just get in my way
 Rendition of Me:  well, i gotta run. it was nice talking to you again. we'll keep in touch.
 Rendition of Me:  g'night Victor...
 DlE lGNORANCE:  sweet dreams jody
 Rendition of Me:  you too...
 DlE lGNORANCE:  wow, ive got 62 people that have read my mail so far
 DlE lGNORANCE:  and im not even done collecting names
 Rendition of Me:  hey thats a great start
 Rendition of Me:  itll only get better
 DlE lGNORANCE:  sho nuff
 DlE lGNORANCE:  its gonna be like a snowball
 Rendition of Me:  i like snow, hehe. night.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  bye jody 

XxlnSoMniAxX:

 DlE lGNORANCE:  hey have you read my stuff?
 XxlnSoMniAxX:  yea all of it
 DlE lGNORANCE:  shweet..
 XxlnSoMniAxX:  great stuff, really.
 DlE lGNORANCE:  do you agree/disagree?
 XxlnSoMniAxX:  some of it is a little humerous too....the whole incident down at county
 XxlnSoMniAxX:  agree
 DlE lGNORANCE:  im gonna start an organization
 DlE lGNORANCE:  cuz theres power in numbers
 XxlnSoMniAxX:  i dont see how people can call you crazy, people just need to open their eyes
 DlE lGNORANCE:  right on
 DlE lGNORANCE:  i just checked the status on all my mails..and collected 69 people that actually opened em
 DlE lGNORANCE:  and put em on my buddylist
 DlE lGNORANCE:  so im gonna try and round up some people..and have a meeting somewhere
 XxlnSoMniAxX:  cool
 XxlnSoMniAxX:  my bro said the splitter idea would be a cool idea, in reference to the portable party on the bus
 XxlnSoMniAxX:  but it would kill batteries he thinks, he's pretty sure of it
 DlE lGNORANCE:  cool
 DlE lGNORANCE:  yeah, i dont know the specifics
 XxlnSoMniAxX:  he read it all and went wild he's like this dude has it all figured out!
 DlE lGNORANCE:  lol
 XxlnSoMniAxX:  he likes when people go against the norm
 DlE lGNORANCE:  "Whenever you find yourself on the side of the majority, it is time to pause and reflect."  
                            - Mark Twain