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                                                                                                       Rolla, MO

Monday November 12, 2007

                   Let's see, this morning we woke up and had more great tantric sex. It's weird, I am totally falling in love with Clea.

 

                  She's just great. And her with me. But I am always having internal-conflicts about us. Clea is not going to come traveling with me and I need to be traveling, or typing up my stuff and updating my website. Clea seems more okay with the temporariness factor than I have become. We make awesome love. The best sex I have ever had. I think she's so beautiful. She's a genius. She has an above-average IQ too. But, I am afraid she has let it get to her head a bit. She's very egocentric, more like sure of her superiority, hehe.
                   I don't mean to insult. I am grateful for the large dose of love she is giving me. Another thing that troubles me is that she is still always talking about her trying to seduce her professor. She's obsessed with it and him. I never feel like hearing about it. Why would I? She told me before that she prides herself in being monogamous. I feel if we are going to have this mini-relationship she should at least not let me know about how much she is still pining for her professor she's in love with. I mean, is that too much to ask? I mean, just while I am here, at least? I mean, she just doesn't stop talking about it. She dresses up special for him.

                  Kyle 

came over and listened to my story today.  

Next day..