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San Antonio, TX

Sunday December 12, 2004

     12:17pm  The next day. Today is Saturday. I'm going to go into town. I typed up a lot this morning. I'm going to go downtown and get smoked out or something. I got cigarettes, my mom gave me some change. I'm going to get out of here.

     12:32pm  I forgot to tell you. I walked to the Citgo. I'm going to wait for the bus. I don't know what time it comes. I got a pocket full of change.

                     Cool, there's the bus.

     1:45pm  Just got to the hospital.

                   I'm already on my way downtown. I caught the bus.

     2:11pm  I'm at the park now. I'm going to go say hi to the guys at the tattoo shop.

                   I'm walking over to Sam's Shelter. There's always weed there.

     2:48pm  Chuey smoked me out at Sam's. I appreciate it, brother. Everybody gets credit, thanks.

     3:09pm  How awesome. My prayers were answered. Earlier before I got there I had said aloud, "Please Great Spirit get me high." I walked over to Sam's Shelter and asked some guy if he had any weed. He asked me how much I wanted and I told him, "Just a toke," and showed him my one-hitter pipe. He tells me, "Give me some change and I'll give you this roach." It was like one hit's worth. Then I was walking by and I saw some guy with a joint in his hand. I said, "Hey man, can you smoke this brother out?" I got to tell him my story. I got all stoned. He let me have the roach too.

                   I took a good picture of the Tower of the Americas.  

                   Failure is all based on fear.

                   And I don't have any, hehe.

     3:37pm  Back at the park I ran into Jordan. Where did I meet you again? The Diamond Shamrock on Josephine. Alright, I'll look that up. (couldn't find it).

                   Cool, Jordan just gave me four Sampoerna cloved cigarettes. Badass.

                   A driver gave me a transfer. Badass.

     3:58pm  I have to make an update. I ran into Steven, the bubble boy at Papa John's. We were sitting here talking about how San Antonio has been taken over and is being raped by Babylon. As Steven was talking I thought to myself, "I'm going to mention the revolving Butterkrust sign on San Pedro. How it's not there anymore and that space says Clear Channel on it now." Then all of a sudden he tells me, "Yeah, and what about the Butterkrust sign on San Pedro?" I told Steven, "I was right about to tell you that." That's crazy.

                  Oh yeah, and Steven told me that somebody painted a roach on one of the slices when it was there before.

     4:15pm  I came over to Teo's, the friend I made on the bus the other day. He's all, "What's up, Vic!" Ashley is getting ready to leave for work. She told me that Teo was all asking her yesterday, "Did he come? Did he come?" They were all talking about me, hehe.

     4:45pm  Be sure to look up Ludacris lyrics on the Internet. It's all about money and cars. It's just bullshit. I'm over at Teo's and that's what he listens to.

                   I'm so happy. Teo hooked me up with weed and everything. He was getting on my nerves. He's all brainwashed.

     5:35pm  The 92 driver gave me a ride in front of Santa Fe Place. When she pulled up and I asked for a courtesy ride she said, "Now why would I do that?" I told her, "Because all the other drivers hook me up. I get them all the time." She was all, "Didn't I see you this morning out here and you were asking for free rides then?" I told her, "I haven't been in this neighborhood all day. I went downtown and back." She said, "Just get on. I don't want to hear it."

     5:42pm  I just came to the hospital. Man, I'm having a great day. I don't give a damn. I am still fearless. I am having a big evolution in my mission with all my typing. I am going to send out my stuff soon.

                   It's going to happen soon.

     6:07pm  I just came to my mom's house. I am like on a threshold of my mission. It's awesome. This revelation I had today. I can't believe it took me so long to figure this out. Right after I smoked some weed! Anyway, allI have to do to stop being scared, to erase my paranoia completely, is to actually send out my emails already. I'll just send out my 10mb of text. I'll say, "This is what I have of my webpage so far. It's not ready. Just in case I am assassinated by the Illuminati or something, somebody else put it up for me." 

                    Then, after doing that I will totally be fearless. Because if they do kill me it will just speed it all up, because my stuff will already be out there. You can't stop bytes..

Next day..