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San Antonio, TX

Saturday December 18, 2004

     10:26am  I woke up not too long ago. Rachel hasn't called. I'm worried about Rachel. I want to see my Rachel. She told me she was coming to San Antonio on Saturday but she never called. My mom was home. She said that she had just left really early yesterday, so that's why she wasn't home. I'm smoking weed in the back.

                     Man, last night was crazy. I had been racking my brain thinking what I could do to rescue Teo's girlfiriend. Teo brought her down from Chicago and she didn't know anybody. I was tempted to ask her to go traveling with me. Then I thought, umm, I got Rachel coming. Oh yeah, and Teo is as brainwashed and as money hungry as the rest of them. He blew forty dollars on some boots and he was all proud of them. He asked me, "Aren't they tight?" I told him, "Man, anybody with forty dollars could have those shoes. They aren't that cool."

     1:20pm  I helped my mom clean up. I cleaned up the kitchen for her. I put some stuff in the garage for her. I'm going to smoke a cigarette out back and smoke some weed.

     8:42pm  Argh, man. It sucks at my mom's house tonight. I don't know what happened to Rachel. I'm so worried. She told me she was coming today. I called her mom and she hasn't called her mom or nothing. Nobody knows where she is. Oh yeah, there's a big party at my mom's house tonight. Remember, she's celebrating Christmas because she's leaving. There are all these sold-out, trendy people here. I am just sitting on the computer coding my webpage. That's all I'm doing.

                   My lungs are hurting. I shouldn't be smoking as much. I should take a break.

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