I give up. My dream to wake up the world is not going to work. My efforts have been in vain.: Adaenglishtrans

Saturday July 8, 2023

7:53pm My mom is finally telling me about Franklin. Well, I'm sure she's told me this story before, but I forgot it. Sorry, I've had two head injuries (universal excuse). :P

Ada: "I couldn't take it anymore. He was always lying down all the time! He didn't want to work. He wouldn't even go get us food-stamps. I was the one who had to do everything for you kids. He spent hours sleeping, he spent hours doing some calculations on a piece of paper. So there was no food for you. These were things that I swallowed.

I told him, "I am sorry. I don't love you anymore." And I even sold my car, my Volkswagen...."

Victor: "And what did he tell you after you told him that?"

Ada: "He was like, "Aye, cut this nonsense. You know I think you're my princess." Than this and the other. "How are you going to leave me alone?" I told him, "I am sorry, but you are leaving this house."

Ada: "Because we didn't have money I sold my Volkswagen, and I bought him the ticket for him to return to Panama. Later, about six months or something like that, he came back to marry me again!"

Victor: "How much did you sell the VW for?"

Ada: "I don't know. It was enough to buy him a plane ticket."

Victor: "Ok, just wondering. And what happened after that?"

Ada: "Months later he came to San Antonio to marry me again."

Victor: "How long after you sent him back did he return to try and reconcile?"

Ada: "I'm not sure, maybe six months, or something like that."

Victor: "Did he call you and let you know he was coming back? Or did he just surprise you?"

Ada: "No, he surprised me."

Victor: "He just showed up one day?"

Ada: "Yes, and when you met him you started jumping up and down. You were outside playing with a little friend, whose name was Travis."

Victor: "Where?"

Ada: "An Americanito. He found us when we lived in Windsor Park. You kids would play right outside. So when he arrived you were outside with Travis. (Maybe it was a year after, I don't know.) And then he told you, "I am Franklin Gruber . I am your dad." And you started jumping up and down and clapping your hands, telling Travis, "I have a dad! I have a dad!"

Victor: "Wow, I kind of remember that. Tell me more, please. Tell me more!"

Ada: "And then... wait a minute. But you're going to put it all on your blog."

Victor: "That's the point. I want you to squeal on him. Please tell me more."

Ada: "He came to eat my brain. Do you understand? Telling me, "Well no, I came to marry you again."

Victor: "You had already gotten divorced?"

Ada: "Of course."

Victor: "How long did that take?"

Ada: "Look, I used to take you to the Mariachi mass at Saint Margaret Mary's. I already had pre-sliced carrots in a Ziploc baggie. We spent our walks going to the "Quadrangle" in Fort Sam Houston, where we gave carrots to the deer. "

Victor: "Yes, I remember feeding the deer."

Ada: "I remember that once a deer attacked Diana. Diana had the bag with the carrots and the deer jumped on top of her to take it."

Then he came to marry me. I told him, "No, no, no! Liar! You want to marry my parent's money, lazy ass!" ::chuckles:: My lawyer was very handsome. One time when he met with the lawyer, later he told me, "Surely, you're going to get together with your lawyer."

Victor: "HAHAH!"

Ada: "And then after that I told him no, no, no. Look, Victor. I say, my God, thank God that he saved me! Then he told me that we had to talk and we were drove off to like Universal City. He drove the car. And I told him no, no, no. If he had been a criminal you would have been left without mom. He would have thrown a tantrum, I don't know. And then I told him no, no, no, no. And then we went back to the house."

Victor: "No, no, no, what?"

Ada: "That I didn't love him, that I wasn't going to marry him. That my life was already without him.

"In that Judith, my sister was visiting from Puerto Rico. She came to spend time with me, a week, or something like that. Then Judith ate him alive! She insulted him. She said, "You're a playboy! What you have done is take money from Don Tono Torres, from my father! And make Adita and her kids suffer, her children that YOU do not care for! Little man, you are!” He told Judith, “Shut up! This is not with you." Judith told him, "I won't shut up, fat-blood! You have to see the money that Papi gave you that you never gave him back!" Judith told him a lot of things.

At the moment it was like a demon possessed him and he tells me, "I want to take the kids to eat ice cream." Right away you and Laura jumped where he was! Diana told him, "I'm not going anywhere with you! I'm staying with my mom." He yelled at Diana, "Well, stay with her then! After all, you're just like her!"

Victor: "Wow, what an asshole."

Ada: "He takes you two and when he was leaving the door he told me, "Never in your life will you see the two twins again because I am going to take them with me." And in English he tells me, "There is no treaty of extradition between Panama and the United States. Have fun with your one daughter. You will never find them." Then he told me, "I can take them to Argentina or wherever I want, but you won't see them again. Never in your life you will see these two children." And he left and closed the door hard.

Victor: "What a dick."

Ada: "Mmmhmm.

You two were, "Mom! Ice cream! Ice cream!" But Diana, Diana was always very mature. Diana, at six years old, told me crying, "Mommy, please, divorce my dad. He is making us suffer a lot. "

Victor: "Wow!"

Ada: "What did a six-year-old girl know about that? About divorce?" Well, when he told her, "Come away, Diana-Maria," she told him, "No, I'm not going anywhere with you. I'm staying with my mom."

Victor: "Wow."

Ada: "And he took you two and I was all, "My children! My children! My children! What's going to happen?" Because he told me, "There's no treaty of extaditon so there's no way you will ever find them!"

I had a friend, I don't know if you remember, whose name was Ken. A good American. So right there I call Ken crying and I'm crying. Ken tells me, "Don't you worry at all. Right after we hang up I'm going to call the airport and all the departures will be screened for him. There is no way he's going to take your kids anywhere, because the police will be waiting for him at the airport."

Imagine, I was crying, and crying and crying. Judith telling me, "Don't worry, Ada. This will work out." Crying, I told her, "Imagine, Judith, that I never see my children again." That has been the biggest heartache of my life."

Victor: "OMG, I bet."

Ada: "Then, after a while, he shows up with the two of you, each sucking on a cone. And he tells me, "No, I took them to McDonald's and here, I brought them back."

Victor: "Wow."

Ada: "He did it on purpose. He did it to see me suffer. Because I rejected him and told him that I wasn't going to marry him again."

Victor: "Let me continue on what I've written about him."

Adam: "Okay."

Victor: "You assumed we were better off without you. That's probably the only thing you have been right about in your whole pathetic existence." ::chuckles:: You like that, mommy? I even told him, "I will only agree to such a conference if we can smoke cannabis during it, both of us." And I also added, "And you better inhale."

And check out that screen shot of what I tried posting on his youtube video. I say, "THIS MAN IS A FRAUD. MASTER OF NOTHING," and it has a link to my blog, haha."

Ada: "Yes, I read that."

Victor: "Well, I added, well that's where I am at and I want to proofread the rest with you. So I added an excerpt from an email from 2002:

From: "FRANK GRUBER"

To: lmgrubertorres@hotmail.com

CC: writeprotect@hotmail.com

Subject: Re: Apology/Disclaimer for my brother's e-mail....

Date: Wed, 10 Jul 2002 03:06:59 +0000

"The content of this

letter is being shared with Victor. He may not necessarily like

everything I say but I have no reason to say anything behind his

back. Although we do not know each other very well, I have a lot of

confidence in his future. In life everything happens for a reason

and there maybe a positive side to negative events. Victor is

looking for the positive side trying to add his own grain of sand to

make a better world. That I respect. It could be that his

contribution will be more than a grain of sand. We both have very

dominant characters. If he cannot respect me as his father, well

let us respect each other as human beings if we are going to relate.

There is one thing that is certain. I am now giving Victor the

benefit of the doubt as he may be giving me. But if there is no

respect as human beings, it would be best for us then not to

communicate. If he ever is disrespectful to me personally, I will

whip his butt! I do love him as a son but I tolerate disrespect

absolutely from no one. There where people in high positions which

disrespected me here in panama, Ministers of government. in four

days they lost their jobs, one of them was the minister of

government, the other of health. If you ever cdisome to Panama ask

what happened to these ministers of the Andara government. They

persecuted the Botanicos. Although it has not happened yet some

day, soon, I hope, my fortunes will change. That I am aware of I

have now the only really viable medication for arthritis in the

World, the World will come to me after it. The herbs I use to make

it with grow wild, there will be little problem with supply. Este

current government of Panama is allowing me to practice medicine.

Victor hope you do not take offense to my words of whipping your

butt. Just know its in your hands to be respectful to me as simply

I will be with you. From now on either we make it as friends or we

do not at all. I am of a very drastic character when you rub my

wrong side. If you are going to have anything at all to do with me,

please be respectful. Its the starting point. If I get any more

fowel language in your letters you surely will never hear from me

again. Nevertheless, I wish you the best in every way, in your

future. You see with me subtle tricks don't work. you will either

be with me or against me, I make it a policy never to relate to

insincere people. These are the people who will sneak up on you

make you believe they are your friends, learn everything about you

which is possible, then undermine you, especially where it hurts.

In all of Panama I only have two friends. I am not looking for

friends. I am busy trying to realize my mission in life. The

rewards of those accomplishments will be shared with those who are

worthy. After that I shall simply disappear, vanish...people

Everywhere will hear of me but not know me. I will be in the

jungles enjoying the environment I love. There I shall die to this

World. You may then write to me via my satellite computer. However, I

may never answer. You have made contact with your father. like it

or not, its a privilege, I do not relate to just anyone... now you

are getting to know me. Your inheritance can be the knowledge in my

brain. It is priceless but to obtain it you just need to have

Enough respect for the transfer to be possible. Your mother gave

you what you need when your where young, possibly I can give you

what you need today if I see you are truly worthy. From what I

already know of you, either you will not write back, or simply you

will send another letter full of fowel language telling me where to

go. My advice is think before you act. Laura believes your quite

harmless. She only sees part of you we are all capable of harming

each other. But that is not what we want to do, is it son? lets

all make an effort and walk on the positive side of each other, from

now on, alright! Franklin"

I told my mom about the addendums I added in between parentheses.

Ada: "But Victor, I don't like you calling him motherfucker and you know it."

Victor: "But mom, that's EXACTLY what he is. In all senses of that phrase. But please, let me finish. If you didn't like that, you are going to hate this, lol.

Then he says, "I do love him as a son." In parenthesis after that I say, "Bullshit! You are no father of mine!" He says, "I do love him as a son, but I tolerate disrespect from no one." Then I say, "Do something, you big pussy. I dare you to." I even tell him, "I wish your mother was still alive so I could fuck her like you did mine."

Ada: "Oh, my God! Victor! Don't put that on there!"

Victor: "No, that's EXACTLY what he needs to hear."

Ada: "But delete that! Delete that!"

That is exactly what I deserve to say and exactly what he deserves to read. The simple fact that I am finally free to yell at this deadbeat good-for-absolutely-nothing poor excuse of a man named Franklin Gruber Chiari, is going to SCREAM justice!

If he were in jail he most definitely would be wearing orange scrubs and be on suicide-watch, lol.

Franklin Pussy Chiari, you're going to wish you were dead soon YOU MOTHERFUCKING TITTY SUCKING NO BALLS BITCH, mark my words!

Just think, mother, of all the bastard kids in this world who's fathers have abandoned them, do you think they'd approve of my 100% factual smear campaign I am assaulting my absent "parent" with?

I will become their hero! Don't you think they'd want that kind of justice for me? for you? For Laura? For Diana?

My shit's going to be everywhere soon. The kids are taking over soon!

Systemically-Viral is the phrase I am coining. Franklin can lick my balls! LOL :]

He deserves respect from NOBODY. I'm telling the entire world how big of a fraud he is. I am GUARANTEEING his departure from a comfortable rest of his life.

Doesn't this sound right to you? For him to feel what it's like finally?"

Ada: "I don't like that you use those words."

Victor: "Don't you see, mom? That is yet another angle I am trying to educate people about. Like I ask on my blog, wouldn't you rather they normalize profanity than transgenderism?"

Adam: "No."

Victor: "You would rather them try and make it seem like being gay, bi, or trans is okay than to allow harmless cusswords? Profanity is only words. And words can only offend people if they let them. Sticks and stones, mom.

I want to INFURIATE Franklin. Because I am aware of his aversion to profanity, that is one way I plan to achieve my goal. One of many I have planned. I will have him nervous all the time wondering what else his bastard son might be capable of, lol.

I want him to be a man enough to come and face me. I challenge him. I will snap him lick a twig, like I said. He's an old man.

Hey pussy. Yeah, I'm talking to you. I challenge you to a blog war deathmatch. Come play on the cyber court with me if you have the balls (which I know you don't).

The only way you have any chance whatsoever of even making even a speck of difference in how I am about to make you feel my wrath...is if you were to make your own blog with content more cleverly organized than mine in your defense.

If I am wrong, prove it. Back your shit up. That's all you have to do. Easy, right? Blogs are free.

Aren't you glad you went to school now? HAHAHAHAHAH.

So get to work, you lame fuck. I am taking you downtown. :P

And you have to do it ALL on your own because everyone thinks you're crazy! HAHAHAHA.

Maybe you should go back in the jungle and learn how to make soothing natural burn ointment. You're going to need a massive amount for the heat I'm about to bring on you.

Feel the burn, you shall.

I will personally see that you are shitting bricks until the day you die, which will be soon. You're old and expired. You've never been able to succeed in life AT ALL. If you leave shit unfinished and you don't atone and learn your lessons, the remainder of your life is damned, as yours has turned out to be, I'm sure.

How yours is about to become, I'M POSITIVE.

I have absolutely nothing to worry about by sealing your fate for you. I've never had more fun in my whole life! You've done it to yourself, but I am at the helm. I'm aiming straight for your asshole. You are so fucked.

May you rot in hell, you worthless piece of shit.

You're such a done deal for me. Finished business.

I will squash you like a bug and then all the bugs that your bullshit worse-than-DEET bug repellent killed will have their vengeance too, lol.

I doubt they were very many in number, though. Nothing you do has ever worked.

You are a born loser.

Don't you ever forget who I am and what you named me, motherfucker.

Ada: "Oh, is there any forgiveness in your heart for him?

Victor: "There had been! I reached out an olive branch back then, gave him a second chance, and he fudged it up by failing me yet again. So, when I talked to Laura and she had nothing nice to say about him, she showed me how he was exactly the same person and deserved every ounce of my accumulated spite! Yeah! I am having fun again! I am back on the scene! He thought he got off the hook with me. Let me keep going, please .

Anyway, he says, "There are people in high positions which

disrespected me here in panama, Ministers of government. in four

days they lost their jobs, one of them was the minister of

government, the other of health. If you ever come to Panama ask

what happened to these ministers of the Andara government."

So in parenthesis I put, "Oh no! I am shivering in fear! HAHA!" LOL, him and his threats from him.

Ada: "I didn't understand the last thing. Did it have to do with the law?"

Victor: "He's trying to tell Lauar that if I ever disrespected him personally he would whip my butt. I repeated what I just quoted."

Ada: "Ohhhh, oh I mean, did he cause them to lose their jobs?"

Victor: "Yes, that's what he's trying to imply."

He said, "Although it has not happened yet some

day, soon, I hope, my fortunes will change. That I am aware of I

have now the only really viable medication for arthritis in the

World, the World will come to me after it. The herbs I use to make

it with grow wild, there will be little problem with supply. Este

current government of Panama is allowing me to practice medicine."

Ada: "Look, he is telling a lie there, that the government lets him practice medicine. That the Panamanian government considers him a doctor. What a liar."

Victor: "Let me keep going.

"Victor hope you do not take offense to my words of whipping your