ELynnWard

 ELynnWard: hey?
I WALK IN PEACE: high :]
ELynnWard: how're ya
I WALK IN PEACE: doing excellent
I WALK IN PEACE: as usual
ELynnWard: very good :-)
I WALK IN PEACE: :]
ELynnWard: my friend tried to kill me
ELynnWard: rofl
I WALK IN PEACE: whoa, that's not funny at all
ELynnWard: well
ELynnWard: she didn't do it on purpose
I WALK IN PEACE: no excuses!
I WALK IN PEACE: :P
ELynnWard: haha
ELynnWard: but see
ELynnWard: my immune system doesn't work like... at all anymore
ELynnWard: lol
ELynnWard: and she had a cold an i didn't kno
ELynnWard: and she gave it to me
ELynnWard: so now im like dying
ELynnWard: rofl
I WALK IN PEACE: walk it off
ELynnWard: hmm if my leg wasn't numb, i would
ELynnWard: im waiting for feeling to come back
ELynnWard: then im gonnnaa :-)
I WALK IN PEACE: good girl
ELynnWard: for now im doing good hopping to an fro the bathroom
ELynnWard: rofl
I WALK IN PEACE: haha
ELynnWard: i got a bed a few days ago
ELynnWard: :D
I WALK IN PEACE: cool, what size?
ELynnWard: full
I WALK IN PEACE: sweet
ELynnWard: it's great
ELynnWard: now i can really have company
I WALK IN PEACE: i have me a big solid wood california kingsize
ELynnWard: im trying to bribe someone to come over untili can walk again
ELynnWard: lmao
ELynnWard: nice
ELynnWard: mine's just the mattress an boxspring
I WALK IN PEACE: that my bitch exgf stole to florida, along with my dog
ELynnWard: aww
ELynnWard: im sorry :-(
I WALK IN PEACE: that's ok, i'm gonna get everything i want soon
I WALK IN PEACE: :]
I WALK IN PEACE: patience is virtue
ELynnWard: lol
ELynnWard: true true
ELynnWard: :-)
ELynnWard: woah
ELynnWard: i think i just hallucinated
ELynnWard: lol
I WALK IN PEACE: what did you see?
ELynnWard: an extra cat
I WALK IN PEACE: crazy
ELynnWard: it's because im basically uhm...
ELynnWard: what's the word?
ELynnWard: well coming down, lol
ELynnWard: i haven't had my medication in 2 days
ELynnWard: becaues i ran out
I WALK IN PEACE: smoking reefer?
ELynnWard: so im fucked up
I WALK IN PEACE: ohmm..say no to drugs
ELynnWard: nah i have some
ELynnWard: im afriad to smoke it
ELynnWard: lol
I WALK IN PEACE: come on
I WALK IN PEACE: everybody else is doing it
I WALK IN PEACE: dont you wanna be cool???
I WALK IN PEACE: :P
ELynnWard: im afraid if i smoke it, becauseof all the toxins from the medications filtering outta my systmes
ELynnWard: ill get even sicker
ELynnWard: my body's already killing itself, lol i dont need to make it quicker
I WALK IN PEACE: it's medicine..you will feel better
I WALK IN PEACE: guaranteed
I WALK IN PEACE: shouldnt we be enjoying EVERYTHING life has to offer?
ELynnWard: true true
ELynnWard: hmm
ELynnWard: ::runs away::
I WALK IN PEACE: there's nowhere to hide..
ELynnWard: true but perhaps if i run far enough, maybe i'll meet someone else, who understands what it's like to try to live longer without medications when you've been given a death sentence
ELynnWard: or at least someone who cares :D
I WALK IN PEACE: don't look for it..
ELynnWard: no?
I WALK IN PEACE: if the powers that be choose to help you, don't look like you expect it..
ELynnWard: true
I WALK IN PEACE: it'll ruin the surprise when they help you out..
ELynnWard: i dunno
ELynnWard: im just not keen on being alone
ELynnWard: lol
I WALK IN PEACE: always be on the lookout for ways to entertain yourself..
I WALK IN PEACE: the more you know, the less you need
ELynnWard: my cats
ELynnWard: :-)
I WALK IN PEACE: no, you are still dependant on something other than yourself
ELynnWard: hmm
ELynnWard: true
I WALK IN PEACE: umm, pick up a book or start doing crossword puzzles or something
I WALK IN PEACE: practice thinking
ELynnWard: i have lots of books
I WALK IN PEACE: get some new ones
ELynnWard: any good suggestions?
I WALK IN PEACE: do you ever go to the library?
ELynnWard: i can't take out books
I WALK IN PEACE: see if they have "the sherlock game"
ELynnWard: i owe them too much money
I WALK IN PEACE: i forget who it's by
ELynnWard: but i can get my mom to get it
ELynnWard: <writing it down>
I WALK IN PEACE: it's great though..i started reading it in jail
I WALK IN PEACE: i still need to finish it..
ELynnWard: k
ELynnWard: i wrote it down
I WALK IN PEACE: cool
I WALK IN PEACE: i won't tell you what it's about
ELynnWard: k
ELynnWard wants to directly connect.
ELynnWard is now directly connected.
ELynnWard:
I WALK IN PEACE: aww
ELynnWard: that's my new kitten
I WALK IN PEACE: she's adorable
ELynnWard: ty :-)
ELynnWard: so what's the farthest u've ever travelled?
I WALK IN PEACE: oregon
ELynnWard: an how far was it?
I WALK IN PEACE: i dunno
I WALK IN PEACE: i was 6 miles north of the california border
ELynnWard: o
ELynnWard: i want to travel
I WALK IN PEACE: what's stopping you?\
ELynnWard: right now my health
ELynnWard: if i get sick again, it's most likely going to kill me
I WALK IN PEACE: ok, rest up then go
ELynnWard: i hope to
I WALK IN PEACE: cool
ELynnWard: u should take a trip to ny
ELynnWard: lol
I WALK IN PEACE: not yet
I WALK IN PEACE: i have to go west again first
I WALK IN PEACE: but all in due time
ELynnWard: :-P
I WALK IN PEACE: i'll come visit and we'll smoke a bowl
I WALK IN PEACE: :]
ELynnWard: shweet
ELynnWard direct connection is closed.
ELynnWard: what do u plan to do.. in like 20 years
I WALK IN PEACE: umm
I WALK IN PEACE: be happier than i am now
I WALK IN PEACE: i don't make plans..
ELynnWard: good answer :-)
I WALK IN PEACE: i just let shit happen
ELynnWard: it's a good way to live, no?
I WALK IN PEACE: if you don't expect anything, you never get let down..
I WALK IN PEACE: the best, if you ask me
ELynnWard: that's how i tend to live
I WALK IN PEACE: good for you