ELynnWard

 ELynnWard: hey?

I WALK IN PEACE: high :]

ELynnWard: how're ya

I WALK IN PEACE: doing excellent

I WALK IN PEACE: as usual

ELynnWard: very good :-)

I WALK IN PEACE: :]

ELynnWard: my friend tried to kill me

ELynnWard: rofl

I WALK IN PEACE: whoa, that's not funny at all

ELynnWard: well

ELynnWard: she didn't do it on purpose

I WALK IN PEACE: no excuses!

I WALK IN PEACE: :P

ELynnWard: haha

ELynnWard: but see

ELynnWard: my immune system doesn't work like... at all anymore

ELynnWard: lol

ELynnWard: and she had a cold an i didn't kno

ELynnWard: and she gave it to me

ELynnWard: so now im like dying

ELynnWard: rofl

I WALK IN PEACE: walk it off

ELynnWard: hmm if my leg wasn't numb, i would

ELynnWard: im waiting for feeling to come back

ELynnWard: then im gonnnaa :-)

I WALK IN PEACE: good girl

ELynnWard: for now im doing good hopping to an fro the bathroom

ELynnWard: rofl

I WALK IN PEACE: haha

ELynnWard: i got a bed a few days ago

ELynnWard: :D

I WALK IN PEACE: cool, what size?

ELynnWard: full

I WALK IN PEACE: sweet

ELynnWard: it's great

ELynnWard: now i can really have company

I WALK IN PEACE: i have me a big solid wood california kingsize

ELynnWard: im trying to bribe someone to come over untili can walk again

ELynnWard: lmao

ELynnWard: nice

ELynnWard: mine's just the mattress an boxspring

I WALK IN PEACE: that my bitch exgf stole to florida, along with my dog

ELynnWard: aww

ELynnWard: im sorry :-(

I WALK IN PEACE: that's ok, i'm gonna get everything i want soon

I WALK IN PEACE: :]

I WALK IN PEACE: patience is virtue

ELynnWard: lol

ELynnWard: true true

ELynnWard: :-)

ELynnWard: woah

ELynnWard: i think i just hallucinated

ELynnWard: lol

I WALK IN PEACE: what did you see?

ELynnWard: an extra cat

I WALK IN PEACE: crazy

ELynnWard: it's because im basically uhm...

ELynnWard: what's the word?

ELynnWard: well coming down, lol

ELynnWard: i haven't had my medication in 2 days

ELynnWard: becaues i ran out

I WALK IN PEACE: smoking reefer?

ELynnWard: so im fucked up

I WALK IN PEACE: ohmm..say no to drugs

ELynnWard: nah i have some

ELynnWard: im afriad to smoke it

ELynnWard: lol

I WALK IN PEACE: come on

I WALK IN PEACE: everybody else is doing it

I WALK IN PEACE: dont you wanna be cool???

I WALK IN PEACE: :P

ELynnWard: im afraid if i smoke it, becauseof all the toxins from the medications filtering outta my systmes

ELynnWard: ill get even sicker

ELynnWard: my body's already killing itself, lol i dont need to make it quicker

I WALK IN PEACE: it's medicine..you will feel better

I WALK IN PEACE: guaranteed

I WALK IN PEACE: shouldnt we be enjoying EVERYTHING life has to offer?

ELynnWard: true true

ELynnWard: hmm

ELynnWard: ::runs away::

I WALK IN PEACE: there's nowhere to hide..

ELynnWard: true but perhaps if i run far enough, maybe i'll meet someone else, who understands what it's like to try to live longer without medications when you've been given a death sentence

ELynnWard: or at least someone who cares :D

I WALK IN PEACE: don't look for it..

ELynnWard: no?

I WALK IN PEACE: if the powers that be choose to help you, don't look like you expect it..

ELynnWard: true

I WALK IN PEACE: it'll ruin the surprise when they help you out..

ELynnWard: i dunno

ELynnWard: im just not keen on being alone

ELynnWard: lol

I WALK IN PEACE: always be on the lookout for ways to entertain yourself..

I WALK IN PEACE: the more you know, the less you need

ELynnWard: my cats

ELynnWard: :-)

I WALK IN PEACE: no, you are still dependant on something other than yourself

ELynnWard: hmm

ELynnWard: true

I WALK IN PEACE: umm, pick up a book or start doing crossword puzzles or something

I WALK IN PEACE: practice thinking

ELynnWard: i have lots of books

I WALK IN PEACE: get some new ones

ELynnWard: any good suggestions?

I WALK IN PEACE: do you ever go to the library?

ELynnWard: i can't take out books

I WALK IN PEACE: see if they have "the sherlock game"

ELynnWard: i owe them too much money

I WALK IN PEACE: i forget who it's by

ELynnWard: but i can get my mom to get it

ELynnWard: <writing it down>

I WALK IN PEACE: it's great though..i started reading it in jail

I WALK IN PEACE: i still need to finish it..

ELynnWard: k

ELynnWard: i wrote it down

I WALK IN PEACE: cool

I WALK IN PEACE: i won't tell you what it's about

ELynnWard: k

ELynnWard wants to directly connect. 

ELynnWard is now directly connected. 

ELynnWard: 

I WALK IN PEACE: aww

ELynnWard: that's my new kitten

I WALK IN PEACE: she's adorable

ELynnWard: ty :-)

ELynnWard: so what's the farthest u've ever travelled?

I WALK IN PEACE: oregon

ELynnWard: an how far was it?

I WALK IN PEACE: i dunno

I WALK IN PEACE: i was 6 miles north of the california border

ELynnWard: o

ELynnWard: i want to travel

I WALK IN PEACE: what's stopping you?\

ELynnWard: right now my health

ELynnWard: if i get sick again, it's most likely going to kill me

I WALK IN PEACE: ok, rest up then go

ELynnWard: i hope to

I WALK IN PEACE: cool

ELynnWard: u should take a trip to ny

ELynnWard: lol

I WALK IN PEACE: not yet

I WALK IN PEACE: i have to go west again first

I WALK IN PEACE: but all in due time

ELynnWard: :-P

I WALK IN PEACE: i'll come visit and we'll smoke a bowl 

I WALK IN PEACE: :]

ELynnWard: shweet

ELynnWard direct connection is closed. 

ELynnWard: what do u plan to do.. in like 20 years

I WALK IN PEACE: umm

I WALK IN PEACE: be happier than i am now

I WALK IN PEACE: i don't make plans..

ELynnWard: good answer :-)

I WALK IN PEACE: i just let shit happen

ELynnWard: it's a good way to live, no?

I WALK IN PEACE: if you don't expect anything, you never get let down..

I WALK IN PEACE: the best, if you ask me

ELynnWard: that's how i tend to live

I WALK IN PEACE: good for you