Frank
victor gruber
Wed 10/19/2011 8:06 PM
Frank,
I apologize for the long lapse in communicating. I am not depressed or suicidal anymore, at all. Not one bit. In fact, I'm engaged. All these years I've had my soulmate staring me in the face. Echo, from Florida. I had totally given up and was just using my service to Ada as a purpose for living. It's been really depressing at my age having so little in my life. Well, the offer with Echo to marry her has been on the table since I met her in 2007, but back then I was "married to my mission" and didn't pursue anything. I had never really taken her seriously.
Back in February I even flew out and visited her for ten days, but had to return to San Antonio to keep taking care of Ada. It wasn't until a couple of months ago that I started thinking, "What the hell am I doing? The government is going to kill a lot of people soon. I've never really experienced love before and I have this beautiful girl in Florida who's willing to marry me." So I proposed, and she gladly accepted.
She came and visited me this time. It was her turn. She got here on the 11th and stayed for seven days. She just left yesterday. The first three or four days she stayed here at Ada's, but later they had their differences and we got a hotel room for like four days. We are so in love with each other.
I would go into more detail but don't trust email much anymore, another reason why I haven't written in so long. My siblings and I are trying to figure out how to replace my absence in regards to Ada's care. We've had some disputes and I've threatened to leave already. But I can't abandon her. She never abandoned me. So we're trying to get her on a city funded transportation program so she can continue with her therapies and grocery shop and stuff. That way, I can go start my life over with Echo who will inspire and motivate me and enable me to climb the ladder and play the money game again. Maybe I'll sell my world peace through marijuana t shirts. Maybe deliver pizza.
So I hope I can leave at the end of the month. As soon as I get my check I'm going to rent a car and drive a thousand miles and be happy again.
Which means, my plans for going to Panama have come to a stop, if not just greatly slowed. I will not be applying for dual citizenship. Maybe when I get back into things and have a better income, I can visit you...with my wife who is now my new mission. I guess I had to grow up eventually. All flights to Panama from San Antonio went through Florida anyway...so it'll be like I'm halfway there already.
I apologize for the long lapse in communicating. I am not depressed or suicidal anymore, at all. Not one bit. In fact, I'm engaged. All these years I've had my soulmate staring me in the face. Echo, from Florida. I had totally given up and was just using my service to Ada as a purpose for living. It's been really depressing at my age having so little in my life. Well, the offer with Echo to marry her has been on the table since I met her in 2007, but back then I was "married to my mission" and didn't pursue anything. I had never really taken her seriously.
Back in February I even flew out and visited her for ten days, but had to return to San Antonio to keep taking care of Ada. It wasn't until a couple of months ago that I started thinking, "What the hell am I doing? The government is going to kill a lot of people soon. I've never really experienced love before and I have this beautiful girl in Florida who's willing to marry me." So I proposed, and she gladly accepted.
She came and visited me this time. It was her turn. She got here on the 11th and stayed for seven days. She just left yesterday. The first three or four days she stayed here at Ada's, but later they had their differences and we got a hotel room for like four days. We are so in love with each other.
I would go into more detail but don't trust email much anymore, another reason why I haven't written in so long. My siblings and I are trying to figure out how to replace my absence in regards to Ada's care. We've had some disputes and I've threatened to leave already. But I can't abandon her. She never abandoned me. So we're trying to get her on a city funded transportation program so she can continue with her therapies and grocery shop and stuff. That way, I can go start my life over with Echo who will inspire and motivate me and enable me to climb the ladder and play the money game again. Maybe I'll sell my world peace through marijuana t shirts. Maybe deliver pizza.
So I hope I can leave at the end of the month. As soon as I get my check I'm going to rent a car and drive a thousand miles and be happy again.
Which means, my plans for going to Panama have come to a stop, if not just greatly slowed. I will not be applying for dual citizenship. Maybe when I get back into things and have a better income, I can visit you...with my wife who is now my new mission. I guess I had to grow up eventually. All flights to Panama from San Antonio went through Florida anyway...so it'll be like I'm halfway there already.
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