seeker122

 [08:08.57] <levity> major plot twist!

[08:09.06] <levity> did you get my msgs?

[08:09.14] <seeker> ya I did you were offline when I tried to respond

[08:09.59] <levity> please check out BOHEMIAN TRAVESTY i mad for my dad

[08:10.03] <levity> ＋https://laughdispenser.blogspot.com/p/stupidfamily.html，

[08:10.07] <levity> teehee :]

[08:11.40] <seeker> have you actually rekindled your relationship with your dad?

[08:12.17] <levity> somewhat at first, but he is nowhere off my grill 

[08:12.19] <levity> yet

[08:12.55] <seeker> interesting, I'm sorry that you've had to suffer such a dysfunctional family

[08:13.11] <levity> READ ALL ABOUT IT WHEM YOU GET THE CHANCE, you smart friend of mine :]

[08:13.14] <levity> ＋https://laughdispenser.blogspot.com/p/fuckyoufrank.html，

[08:13.25] <levity> contains ALL our current communiques

[08:13.43] <seeker> o ya from 1/20: <seeker> I don't know how you verified my realness, but congratulations :P

[08:14.20] <levity> i can redact if you wish

[08:14.42] <seeker> redact what?

[08:15.21] <levity> anything pertaining to you that you may be uncomfortable with

[08:15.44] <seeker> I just thought it was a curious message since you said I'm "verifiably real"

[08:15.58] <seeker> I could be an advanced AI experiment, you never know

[08:16.00] <levity> i am livig my book

[08:16.04] <seeker> :)

[08:16.41] <seeker> oh yeah, and I read "fuckyoufrank" when you sent it to me, it honestly made me kind of sad

[08:16.56] <levity> it's been added to

[08:17.15] <levity> if he were to truly love me he would see the funny edge to all of this 

[08:17.18] <levity> and play along

[08:17.23] <levity> help me put on a good show

[08:17.50] <levity> sad for whom?

[08:18.55] <levity> did you listen to the song i made?

[08:19.02] <levity> ＋http://tinyurl.com/5n8bru3b，

[08:19.36] <levity> hopefully it will help you smile more at all of this

[08:19.43] <levity> divine comedy :]

[08:21.03] <seeker> do you think you'll feel better once he's died?

[08:26.43] <levity> NO!  i want to break through his ignorance, reach him finally, and have him help!

[08:26.52] <seeker> I like the parenthetical at the end of the song :)

[08:26.53] <levity> i want him to accept his role in this revolution

[08:27.14] <levity> tysm :]

[08:27.16] <seeker> I think he's lost to his own sense of self

[08:27.24] <seeker> but I hope you do break through

[08:27.44] <levity> i see that so much.  i have never liked thinking small

[08:28.36] <levity> i gotta shoot for the stars if i am even going to get off the ground

[08:28.38] <seeker> me neither, I think we should all dare to think so big the earth can't hold our ideas

[08:29.44] <seeker> dunno if you've ever seen this, but if you haven't, you should watch it ＋https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wupToqz1e2g，

[08:29.55] <levity> the only way i would be pleased with his passing, is if he were to remain in ignorance and not acknowledge his wrongdoing.  at that point i will view him as a lowly automaton

[08:30.01] <levity> which are better off dead

[08:30.06] <levity> and out of the way

[08:30.16] <levity> so the kids can take the helm at least

[08:30.32] <levity> and sail us into the glory we deserve!

[08:30.52] <levity> -e

[08:31.08] <seeker> there's irony in how he talks about a sort of spiritual possession coming from trauma and a weak mind

[08:31.28] <seeker> it's like he's subconsciously describing his own prison

[08:31.34] <levity> ill watch it, ty for sharing

[08:31.49] <seeker> I can't think of many people who I think would appreciate it more :)

[08:33.20] <seeker> instead of genuinely trying to escape, I think he's just moved to a more comfortable cell because the part of him he doesn't want to acknowledge likes the bars

[08:33.22] <levity> thanks for doing what everyone else should do too

[08:33.27] <levity> sharing is caring :]

[08:33.44] <levity> stockholm!

[08:33.44] <seeker> thank you that means a lot

[08:34.21] <seeker> something like that, he likes having an external structure to base his worldview on :P

[08:34.24] <seeker> probably helps him feel safe

[08:34.28] <levity> THIS CHAPTER SHOULD MAKE PEOPLE FEEL

[08:34.35] <seeker> religion is a real shame

[08:34.48] <levity> motherfucking racket

[08:36.10] <levity> he has been hopelessly infected with fear porn

[08:36.22] <levity> and thinks there will be somewhere to hide

[08:41.44] <seeker> you can't hide from the eye of providence :P

[08:42.19] <seeker> you have to surrender and let the darkest corners of your soul be illuminated

[08:44.56] <levity> thats right, one has to face themselves first before healing can occur

[08:45.27] <levity> that's right again, you cannot fight fate!

[08:46.05] <seeker> I think some people are hellbent on trying, though

[08:46.40] <levity> THAT'S where the TRUE necessary depulation will occur

[08:46.49] <levity> the fools that cannot adapt

[08:47.44] <seeker> I like to think we'll do everything we can to help everyone try to

[08:47.50] <levity> read this short little story i through together for my dad the other day

[08:47.56] <levity> ＋https://laughdispenser.blogspot.com/p/laughitoff.html，

[08:50.53] <levity> the olive branch couldn't be bigger.  let's see how he hits the ball back

[08:50.55] <levity> stay tuned!

[08:50.57] <levity> :P

[08:51.12] <levity> threw*

[08:51.25] <seeker> that's really good

[08:52.12] <seeker> the part where the kids say why their parents didn't want to join them spoke to me