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"FRANK GRUBER" <survivaloil@hotmail.com>  
    
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Re: victor's true story  
   
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Mon, 17 Mar 2003 16:54:59 +0000  
   
   
Hello Victor, this is your oldman  or oldman of the mountain.  Just read your summary of your adventure in California.  Fawn is an interesting healer.  California does have a lot of good people. O.K. pay attention to what I am about to say.  I have in my pocket another down payment of the money owed me.  Unfortunately the whole debt was not cancelled so now I shall send you via CERTIFIED MAIL 200 dollars. Arround the 15th of April I should  be paid the balance and the remaining 300 should be sent to you.  I will go now to the local post office and sent you the money to your mom´s house, it will be an international money order.  As soon as I do it I will come back to the computer and confirm that I have sent it.  I am glad you survived your trip to California and gained valuable living experience out of San Antonio.  In a small room their is always a spot which is optimum for every person, so in the World.  One must travel to find his nitch.

You are confused about the act of "proving."  Its only when events are repeatable and consistent that one "believes" they are "proved."  One never goes beyond "believing," real knoledge is not of this World since here everything is relative and subject to change, so todays proof may be obselete tomorrow.  What counts is that your system of "belief" be consistent and useful for you.   "Life is a dream and dreams are merely dreams." Calderon de la Barca.   The only things that is real is the cause of everything else.  The visible World is only the reaction to the invisible.  Thus it is important to develop eyes to see and ears to hear.  For that there should be internal harmony and peace unaltered by drugs.

Congrtulations on your general stability in an unstable World!  Your trip helped you regain your prodigious memory for detail.  Indeed like your oldman you specialize in survival tactics, they often are better than money.  Will get back to you later,  Franklin


 


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Victor, I have just sent you two hundred dollars via Western Union, go to the nearest Western Union Office and give the transfer control number ########.  Its waiting for you to pick it up now!  Love Franklin






    From: "victor gruber" <rightprotect@hotmail.com>
To: survivaloil@hotmail.com
Subject: Re: victor's true story
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 2003 11:16:35 -0600

hello frank,
    hmm, the fact that generosity came up again and again in my trip proves to me that its human-nature to be generous.  keep in mind, the most of the help i received on my trip came from other people who smoke weed.  maybe my east-coast trip will prove it to everyone, i dunno.  i'm not sure when i will leave again.  whenever i feel the time is right.
    oh yeah, guess where i'm going tuesday morning.  i scored a free ride to mexico.  this guy tobin i met, at this shop in san antonio where they sell marijuana paraphernelia, ended up inviting me to laredo with him after i told him about my trip.  he even has a free motel room waiting for us and his company is paying for everything, including food.  he's 28 and way into survival tactics.  he's working for some geological company.  so, i'll have my cassette recorder with me the whole time.  i'm going to do an experiment.  seeing as how i know spanish, i will try to get free things in mexico as i do in san antonio.  ill record every instance and prove my theory right.  every human in this world has the potential to be good, no matter the bad things they have done in the past.
    now, we wont be there for more than a couple days.  he even told me if i needed to come back to san antonio sooner, that he would pay for the bus ticket home.  to the victor go the spoils again.

well frank, it was good to hear from you again,

- victor

p.s. hmm, i wonder how much bus fare would cost to panama from laredo.


 
 


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Mon, 17 Mar 2003 19:03:44 +0000  
   
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Victor go to the previous email for the western union control number, Just sent you via them 200 dollars, available now.

First I went to the local post office and turns out they no longer send international money orders.  Next I went to a local bank and the cashiers check they could make out could not be cashed immediately upon your receipt as it h ad to be deposited in an account in the U.S.A. and wait a couple weeks to be collected.  By cable we ran the risk that it would get lost in the bank transfer which is what happened with the last 200 I sent  your mother back in 1980.  Then I went to the bank manager and argued, he got pissed off and closed my account and I loss the communication with your mother.  Spiritually I became depressed and the weight of failure set in.  The mountains healed me to a degree.  Right now I am not in very good shape.  I am beginning to lose my memory.  Example, yesterday made a 7.00 A.M. appointment, recalled it was at 8:00,  this kind of falsification of memory is happening to me several times a month.  I have been out of my fresh air mountain environment for 3 years trying to put my life together via marketing.  This is one reason why now I have come closer to the mountains, live near Boquete, Chiriqui.  Check it out there is a web page on it!  Have discovered and incredibly useful stone swimming pool. The local athorities have taken the cities excess water and channelled it into a pool lined with river rocks.  That place will become my second home as  its where I am doing "hydrotherapy"  alternate sun and water baths.  I suspect the intestinal tumors have migrated to my brain.  I  have a small one come out recently on one arm.  However, the sunbaths alternated with cold water therapy is working.  The small tumor on my arm has diminished a bit.  Also am taking a plant for the nervous system but have discovered it has antitumor properties as when I take it my colon unswells.  All that is required now for me to stabalize my life and income is to receive the remaining mony owed me for the sale of m y inheritance rights.  As I said before, I plan to retire in about 4 months in about 70% and concentrate on curing myself with faith in God.

I will read more careful your adventure in California.  Right now this is a stressful period in which I cannot concentrate very well.  Wishing you the best always, Franklin.

 


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Mon, 17 Mar 2003 19:04:59 +0000  
   
   
Please let me know as soon as you receive the money sent, its important to know you received it for my own peace of mind. Franklin

 


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Mon, 17 Mar 2003 19:31:15 +0000  
   
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Victor check 3 emails back for the western union money transfer code number.

Victor, if you plan on traveling internationally get your U.S. Pass Port if you do not already have it, it may cost about 50 dollars.
Should you come this way, I live in ******* a small town about 30 minutes from *******,*******, Rep of Panama.

The United States has long been called the land of opportunity.  Opportunity there is practically for free!  It is an open society.
Yes there are support groups in every country but Latin America is much differrent than the U.S. although granted a lot of good people in any land.  The thing to watch out for is the "double personality of people" in Latin America.  Its more frequent to be "set up" for differrent reasons.  You have the knack of appealing to the better nature of people but be careful when you walk through a society of vampires and opportunists.  Here people culturally are programmed more to take than to receive.  Being a giver is more culturally defined than an inherit property of people.  Egoism is the starting point for most human beings.  Goodwill is standard in the U.S., not so in the third World.  Every town has its "south side" so do continents.  You have been relatively living in the " positive pole" here in Chorrera and most of Panama you shall come in contact with the negative pole."  Do not underestimate the negative power prevailing among a people.  I took you to the states so you would be bilingual and grow up in the land of opportunity.  You are beginning to take advantage of the opportunities, for that I am glad, freedom of movement to all the other free "lunches."
Receiving can bread the appreciation to give.  Not so much so in this part of the World.  But  there is a wise saying " nadie aprende por cabeza agena."  There are many things we all have to learn for ourselves.  Eventually parents become smarter as time goes on.  Ada may not have done the best job of raising you but she did provide the food and shelter you needed until you where able to flap your wings which now you are doing.  Please give her my kindest regards.  Franklin

Your welcome in my home in Panama anytime.  Try to come after the 15th of April.  By then I should have some spare change to buy a computer which you can use all you want, you can advise me as to the model.  The only thing I will not do is allow you to drive our vehicles without a Panamanian driver's license.  Generally speaking I will try to be as tolerant and easy going with you as possible.  You should take the same attitude as we both blow up easily.  I realize I also have a lot to learn from you, our exchange of ideas can be valuable for both.  Take care Son, be back with ya in a few days!  Frannklin




 
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frank,
    wow, aint technology grand?  i just took a nature-hike down to the grocery store because i missed the bus.  it was worth the trek because now i have $200 in my wallet.  tomorow, i will go to the national army surplus store and buy some supplies.  soon, i'm going to walk up to austin.  i'm going to give out my email address and fly my sign.  austin is about 60-70 miles north.  it should take me about 3 or 4 days.  i won't be hitch-hiking.   i'm hoping someone will just see me walking and be generous again.  if not, i'll have my destination.  patience is virtue.

thanks again frank, i feel like someone believes in me.

- victor