San Antonio, TX
Tuesday January 20, 2004
9:36am Today I was a little productive. Last night I got home from work. Sam had already crashed out, but he was kind of awake. I told him, "Hey man, would it bother you greatly if I coded some of my text files?" He told me, "Do what you want." So I started to. Then he gets all uppity and says, "Oh, have you not been taking advantage of the time when I am not home?" I told him, "Yeah, that's why I asked, Sam. I don't have to." So, I just went to bed. I'm not mad at him or anything.
Anyway, today I woke up and I got on the computer. I just realized that I lost a big chunk of history. Back around May 18, 2003, when I ended up in Lake Hills, TX. I could've sworn I typed it up. It was this badass adventure I had when I went to Planet K one day and asked people if they would smoke a brother out. I asked this one dude and he said yeah and took me out to Helotes. I told this dude at a gas station in Helotes about my mission and he gives me a ride over close to Lakehills. It sucks. It was an awesome little adventure I had. Anyway, I want to take a shower. It's only 9:30am. I wanted to go to the dentist today and see what they tell me there. I work at four, so I figure I have to be back at Sam's by two to get dressed and make it on time for work. So, let me go and start my day off.
12:07pm I am leaving Sam's. I didn't do much today. I sent my ideas out on AOL a lot. I got a lot of people to read them. Oh yeah, I typed up a whole day. I am already on December 15, already making my way back to San Antonio. I'm right before I get to Tehachapi.
Livermore.
Oh yeah, the plan for the day is to go ride the bus. I gotta be back at two to get to work on time. I'm going to ride the bus to the hospital. I'm going to walk out to the dental school and see how much it'll cost to look at my teeth.
12:14pm The 92 showed up. I am on my way to the hospital.
12:31pm I'm at the hospital.
12:32pm Sam hooked me up with a cigarette here at the hospital. Appreciate it, brother.
12:37pm Mark is hooking me up with a cigarette at the UT Health Science Center.
Cool, that guy who gave me the cigarette nodded his head up and down during my presentation . . . just like everyone else I tell it to.
When I asked him what he would think would happen if all the world leaders got together and smoked some weed he said, "World peace."
When I had told him I was going to get marijuana legalized he said, "Alright, sit down." This dude was like a medical student in scrubs.
1:01pm I walked over to the dental school. Turns out they are not seeing anyone until the end of February. It'll be ten dollars for the screening. While I was in line I talked to this older lady and told her my ideas.
1:07pm I'm going to see if I can get hooked up at the Mexican food place by Papa John's. I'm hungry.
1:18pm Evi hooked me up with some food here at Blanco's Mexican Restaurant.
Scored at the Mexican food place again. Called that shit again! Awesome.
I crossed the street and at this restaurant they were playing Blister in the Sun by Violent Femmes. I stopped and sung along to it.
1:24pm Paul is hooking me up with a cigarette. Badass.
Sweet, I asked some guy getting in his car if he had a cigarette. He said, "Yeah, I've got one." I told him my stuff and got his email address. sickboy@hotmail.com. Sweet, got my after-meal smoke.
1:52pm Jeff hooked me up with a Camel Wide. Badass.
He gave me two!
Look up blackcode.com on the web.
2:04pm I talked to this kid at the bus stop and he hooked me up with two cigarettes. He's like some hacker kid. He used to be a hacker. He's on a ten year probation. He can't smoke weed. That sucks. I'm going to email him. He told me about some blackcode webpage.
2:44pm I forgot to mention that I am back on the 92 heading back to Sam's. I have to go change for work and haul ass back. Gotta be at work at four.
3:05pm I got to Sam's and he's not home. The door is locked. Hmm, what's going on?
3:16pm Sam came home. I am leaving Sam's apartment. I'm going to go ride the bus. I don't care if I am late. Oh well, I passed training already. They shouldn't fire me.
3:47pm When I got to the hospital I saw the 603 was coming up. I'm not going to be that late.
4:07pm I just got off at Fredericksburg and Huebner. I'm going to walk to West. I'm a little late.
I'm going to use the restroom here at the gas station.
6:13pm Anthony hooked me up with a cigarette outside of West. I appreciate it, brother.
7:16pm We're taking our break right now. We were all supposed to go on break at seven. Ernest told me to meet him at The Rocks, but they held us and now I'm not going to get smoked out. Dog-damnit. Rawrrrr.
10:17pm Brett hooked me up with an American Spirit. I haven't had one of these since California. I appreciate it, man.
11:09pm John is hooking me up with a cigarette in front of Babe's Hamburgers. I just got off the 92. I appreciate it, bro.
11:16pm Man, I just got off the 92 and I'm walking to Sam's apartment. Man, I am having a shitty day today. Ugh, I hate this project. It is so stupid. It's worded all wrong and unnecessarily complicated. I hate it. I should not be working for money. It's damn evil. The people I work with are all brainwashed fools. They're hella-ignorant. They're all about money. I'm just fed up. Dude, do you have any idea how many times I considered just quitting tonight? No, Sam would get all pissed off if I quit. Man, I don't know what I'm going to do. Argh. I am mad and depressed.
 BigfishyC:  hi 
 KitEntropy:  this isn't my account, i'm a 25m 
 BigfishyC:  oh why does ur profile say ur a girl 
 KitEntropy:  umm, because IT'S NOT MY ACCOUNT 
 KitEntropy:  can't you read? 
 BigfishyC:  ok 
 KitEntropy:  hey sister, can i send you a really interesting true story? 
 Moonliteladie:  can i ask why me? 
 KitEntropy:  well, because your profile says you like to wite/poetry and stuff.. 
 KitEntropy:  you seem open-minded.. 
 KitEntropy:  it's just harmless text, i assure you.. 
 KitEntropy:  and no, there isn't anything at the end asking for money.. 
 Moonliteladie:  well, is it something you wrote from another source 
 KitEntropy:  i'm doing this for free.. 
 Moonliteladie:  no, i wasn't implying that 
 KitEntropy:  no, it's some really interesting non-fiction.. 
 KitEntropy:  nothing but the truth.. 
 KitEntropy:  by the way, i am borrowing this sn.  i'm a 25m from san antonio.. 
 Moonliteladie:  okay. send it.. how did you come accross it? oh okay...  
 KitEntropy:  i lived it.. 
 Moonliteladie:  ok 
 KitEntropy:  ok sent, read it when you have time.  if you like let me know at rightprotect@linuxmail.org.  i have tons more good, free, non-fiction.  nothing but the truth.. 
 Moonliteladie:  i am reading it now 
 Moonliteladie:  so far i like it 
 KitEntropy:  thank you 
 KitEntropy:  somebody's gotta do it.. 
 KitEntropy:  :] 
 KitEntropy:  i'm gonna go jump in the shower..i'll talk to you when i get back ok? 
 KitEntropy:  brbin10-15min 
 Moonliteladie:  you wrote it yourself 
 KitEntropy:  yes 
 Moonliteladie:  very very good!   
 Moonliteladie:  you should publish something 
 KitEntropy:  thank you :] 
 KitEntropy:  nah, i refuse to sell out.. 
 KitEntropy:  i'm gonna give it away.. 
 Moonliteladie:  you can still publish and not get paid for it... 
 KitEntropy:  see, i've been logging my life on my little microcassette recorder for well over a year now.  anytime i recieve any generosity, be it every cigarette i bum, i pull out my recorder and tell them, "i'm writing a book on generosity that the whole world is going to read...and you're in it!"  everybody gets credit in my game... 
 KitEntropy:  i just type up everything i record.. 
 KitEntropy:  now, when my shit hits the internet and my webpage is finally up, it will serve as proof in black and white(nobody's going to believe one guy could have made  up so much stuff) that we don't need money to live.. 
 KitEntropy:  it'll be evidence 
 KitEntropy:  it will be The Better Book 
 KitEntropy:  :P 
 Moonliteladie:  well.. i gotta hand it to ya... you are very very intelligent and you seem to know what you want, and you are stable minded as well 
 KitEntropy:  you see, and this might sound a bit egocentric, but until me, mankind has been too preoccupied with treating the symptoms and charging money for it.. 
 KitEntropy:  i feel like i've found the cure... 
 KitEntropy:  and i'm gonna give it away.. 
 KitEntropy:  :] 
 KitEntropy:  well gawrsh.. 
 KitEntropy:  thank you 
 KitEntropy:  hehe 
 Moonliteladie:  well go shower 
 KitEntropy:  ok 
 KitEntropy:  be back in a few.. 
 Moonliteladie:  k 
 KitEntropy:  ok, i'm out of the chower.. 
 KitEntropy:  so what's your name, sister? 
 Moonliteladie:  Rosalinda.. are you black? 
 KitEntropy:  umm, say what now? 
 KitEntropy:  = puertorican/german/panamanian/italian 
 KitEntropy:  oh, my bad, i thought you said, "Rosalinda, are you black?" 
 KitEntropy:  i'm dumb 
 KitEntropy:  i was born in puerto rico, moved to san antonio when i was 3 
 KitEntropy:  nice to meet you Rosalinda.. 
 Moonliteladie:  yes... i likey.. 
 KitEntropy:  so, you like to walk? 
 Moonliteladie:  yes 
 KitEntropy:  cool 
 KitEntropy:  how old are you Rosalinda? 
 Moonliteladie:  34 
 KitEntropy:  cool, just wondering.. 
 KitEntropy:  do you burn, by any chance? 
 Moonliteladie:  cds? 
 KitEntropy:  ok, let me be politically-correct here 
 KitEntropy:  do you smoke marijuana? 
 Moonliteladie:  hell no 
 KitEntropy:  aww come on, everybody else is doing it.. 
 KitEntropy:  don't you wanna be cool?? 
 KitEntropy:  hehe, just kidding.. 
 KitEntropy:  do you ever drink alcohol? 
 Moonliteladie:  yeah i am sure you smoke it.. it's ok 
 KitEntropy:  it's our natural magic.. 
 Moonliteladie:  yes i drink every now and then.. maybe 4, 5 times a month.. or every other month..  
 KitEntropy:  marijuana will ALWAYS be readily available...you know why?  BECAUSE YOU CAN'T STOP LIFE 
 KitEntropy:  so the governement turns it into a money-making "drug" 
 KitEntropy:  and brainwashes everyone into thinking it is too 
 Moonliteladie:  yes i agree with that.. 
 KitEntropy:  thing is..most everybody out there ALREADY agrees with me..they're just too scared of the system to do anything about it.. 
 Moonliteladie:  i am not scared 
 Moonliteladie:  The law is so backwards anyway 
 KitEntropy:  you're not most..be glad.. 
 Moonliteladie:  the wrong people are doing unneccessary time 
 KitEntropy:  exactly.. 
 KitEntropy:  i'm gonna murder the government 
 KitEntropy:  we can govern ourselves.. 
 KitEntropy:  the way i see it, an ignorant majority should NEVER rule.. 
 Moonliteladie:  right again.. 
 Moonliteladie:  so do you always think this deep.. do you like to talk about something less serious? 
 KitEntropy:  see, that's a problem i have to deal with.. 
 KitEntropy:  i feel my stuff is more important than anything else out there, so i find it hard to stray off what i;m trying to do.. 
 KitEntropy:  like i say, i can't...for the life of everybody, find anything better to do.. 
 KitEntropy:  i apologize if it bothers you.. 
 KitEntropy:  but i have to keep being this way until it happens.. 
 KitEntropy:  because if someone doesn't do something, the day will come when we look to apocolyptic skies.. 
 KitEntropy:  and it will be our own damn fault.. 
 KitEntropy:  ok, i'll stop talking your ear off now.. 
 KitEntropy:  sorry for the overload.. 
 Moonliteladie:  whoa.. okay then.. 
 TheXgloaming:  i think we've spoke before
 
 KitEntropy:  cool, what's your name? 
 TheXgloaming:  don't you always have a different screen name when you get on -line? 
 KitEntropy:  i used to.. 
 KitEntropy:  ahh, i miss my badass offensive sn's 
 TheXgloaming:  lol 
 TheXgloaming:  like money sucks 
 KitEntropy:  yeah 
 TheXgloaming:  yeaaa 
 TheXgloaming:  i used to be insatiatedespair 
 KitEntropy:  hmm, let me search my logs.. 
 KitEntropy:  spell it right 
 KitEntropy:  just like that? 
 TheXgloaming:  yea 
 TheXgloaming:  we used to talk quite a bit 
 KitEntropy:  yeah, it seems really familiar.. 
 KitEntropy:  ahh, here we go.. 
 TheXgloaming:  amber is mee 
 KitEntropy:  hi again amber..i'm rereading our old convo..want a copy of it? 
 TheXgloaming:  lol yes send me one of them 
 KitEntropy:  there you go 
 TheXgloaming:  we were gonna meet up and get stoned at some point 
 KitEntropy:  badass 
 KitEntropy:  still wanna? 
 TheXgloaming:  lol yea i met you when i got fired from west the first time i worked there 
 KitEntropy:  haha..hmm, if i saw you i would recognize you, i'm sure 
 KitEntropy:  hehe, i'm back there..i work at 4 today 
 TheXgloaming:  sent 
 TheXgloaming:  which one? 
 KitEntropy:  woodway park.. 
 TheXgloaming:  so that means it's like the 17th time you've worked there now...right? 
 KitEntropy:  hahaha you got that exactly right! 
 TheXgloaming:  damn i remembered that well 
 KitEntropy:  weird, wacky stuff 
 TheXgloaming:  i have a good memory at times 
 KitEntropy:  i'm impressed.. 
 TheXgloaming:  one of my best friends works at that west.. 
 TheXgloaming:  what project are you on 
 KitEntropy:  some easy ass 100% scripted survey project 
 KitEntropy:  just calling people and asking them questions.. 
 TheXgloaming:  lmao  
 KitEntropy:  not a sales call 
 KitEntropy:  i just got back from a big 6 month tour out on the west coast on december 23.  i've got such a magical story to tell... 
 TheXgloaming:  weren't you planning on doing that for a while 
 KitEntropy:  yeah, until it happens.. 
 TheXgloaming:  i remember you telling me 
 KitEntropy:  i wish i had that good a memory.. 
 KitEntropy:  but, i compensate..i always have my little microcassette recorder..i log everything 
 KitEntropy:  easiest book in the world to write..i just gotta let shit happen 
 TheXgloaming:  i've noticed that 
 KitEntropy:  i don't have to remember shit.. 
 TheXgloaming:  lol 
 TheXgloaming:  i sent my pic. 
 KitEntropy:  yeah, i'm checking it out.. 
 KitEntropy:  you look really familiar.. 
 KitEntropy:  did you take those this last christmas? 
 TheXgloaming:  yea 
 KitEntropy:  so you work at west, too? 
 KitEntropy:  the uc one? 
 TheXgloaming:  no 
 TheXgloaming:  used to 
 TheXgloaming:  yea 
 KitEntropy:  going to school? 
 TheXgloaming:  not yet, unfortunately 
 KitEntropy:  sunny day real estate...they did that 'popular' song, right? 
 TheXgloaming:  uhhh... 
 KitEntropy:  school sucks, don't go 
 KitEntropy:  go to the school of reality.. 
 KitEntropy:  where you learn the truth.. 
 TheXgloaming:  eh 
 KitEntropy:  take off traveling.. 
 TheXgloaming:  ehh 
 TheXgloaming:  i do wanna go to school 
 KitEntropy:  you don't gotta.. 
 TheXgloaming:  yea i do 
 KitEntropy:  oh, i misread that.. 
 KitEntropy:  what for? 
 KitEntropy:  so you can make lots of money? 
 TheXgloaming:  psychology and teaching 
 KitEntropy:  eh, you can learn all that on your own.. 
 TheXgloaming:  no 
 KitEntropy:  that's what the internet is for 
 TheXgloaming:  no 
 KitEntropy:  ok, tell me why not 
 TheXgloaming:  i don't want to sit on my ass 
 KitEntropy:  you'd be sitting on your ass in a classroom anyway.. 
 KitEntropy:  AND you would have to pay for it 
 TheXgloaming:  as over the internet also 
 KitEntropy:  don't get me wrong..i would totally like school 
 KitEntropy:  if it were free 
 KitEntropy:  umm, you don't know how to get free stuff on the internet? 
 KitEntropy:  i thought everybody knew.. 
 KitEntropy:  hehe 
 TheXgloaming:  heh 
 TheXgloaming:  i want to meet people and whatnot 
 KitEntropy:  why can't you still do that outside of school? 
 TheXgloaming:  dude i want to go to school! 
 KitEntropy:  i talk to tons of people every day.. 
 KitEntropy:  ok, ok..go to school.. 
 TheXgloaming:  lol 
 KitEntropy:  but ask yourself, why do you want what you don't need? 
 TheXgloaming:  you do need it 
 KitEntropy:  i'm not here to convert you..i'm just wondering what your rationale is for wanting to go.. 
 KitEntropy:  no you don't...there's a better way to do everything..you just haven't found it.. 
 TheXgloaming:  *shrugs* 
 KitEntropy:  the government has brainwashed everybody into thinking they need all this stuff they really don't 
 KitEntropy:  because it makes money! 
 TheXgloaming:  well, i can understand that 
 KitEntropy:  it's one big evil business 
 TheXgloaming:  true 
 KitEntropy:  colleges are all about learning how to work for money, so you can get a good paying job and make more money 
 KitEntropy:  go ahead, work for money, waste your life away.. 
 KitEntropy:  :P 
 TheXgloaming:  lol grr 
 KitEntropy:  wouldn't you rather be free than rich? 
 KitEntropy:  teehee 
 TheXgloaming:  if i haven't experienced the things i have, then probably 
 KitEntropy:  what have you experienced that makes you want to be more rich than free? 
 TheXgloaming:  ehh rather not talk about that rite now 
 KitEntropy:  thats cool.. 
 KitEntropy:  if you ever need to talk to anyone, i'll listen..everybody needs to vent.. 
 KitEntropy:  and i am always glad to be of service.. 
 TheXgloaming:  thanks 
 TheXgloaming:  i am goin back to bed 
 TheXgloaming:  add me to your list 
 KitEntropy:  argh, now you've made it seem like you need to be rescued from something.. 
 TheXgloaming:  lol i need sleep 
 TheXgloaming:  i feel horrible 
 KitEntropy:  and i am always willing to help a damsel in distress... 
 KitEntropy:  hehe, that sounds so cheesy.. 
 TheXgloaming:  hehe  
 KitEntropy:  well, go get your sleep...everybody needs to rest.. 
 TheXgloaming:  indeed 
 TheXgloaming:  goodnite 
 TheXgloaming:  add me to tha list 
 KitEntropy:  sure thing.. 
 TheXgloaming:  nite 
 KitEntropy:  sweet dreams, amber.. 
 TheXgloaming:  thanks 
 KitEntropy:  and remember, things are getting better soon.. 
 KitEntropy:  for everybody.. 
 TheXgloaming:  hope so 
 TheXgloaming:  nite victor 
 KitEntropy:  i promise..  
 Wraithofnedu:  hey sorry about earlier  
 KitEntropy:  what? 
 Wraithofnedu:  u wanted to send me a story but i wasn't online  
 KitEntropy:  may i send it? 
 Wraithofnedu:  yes certainly bro  
 KitEntropy:  ok sent, read it when you have time.  if you like let me know at rightprotect@linuxmail.org.  i have tons more good, free, non-fiction.  nothing but the truth..this is my friend's sn by the way 
 Wraithofnedu:  its all good..ok cool  
 KitEntropy:  thanks for now being ignorant, brother 
 KitEntropy:  not 
 Wraithofnedu:  sure would u like to go on one of my tours sometime?  
 KitEntropy:  tours? 
 KitEntropy:  keep in mind this isn't my account and i'm a 25m 
 Wraithofnedu:  i do a ghost tour/hunt in town every weekend  
 Wraithofnedu:  yes thats ok  
 Wraithofnedu:  its ten bucks a person  
 Wraithofnedu:  but its lots of fun  
 Wraithofnedu:  and informative  
 KitEntropy:  nah, that's cool.. 
 KitEntropy:  no cash flow for the moment.. 
 Wraithofnedu:  oh i thougth u were sending me a ghost story  
 KitEntropy:  no, it's a true story.. 
 Wraithofnedu:  fuck off with that mumbo jumbo shit   
 KitEntropy:  fine then, just delete it and wait to hear about it when the rest of the world does.. 
 Wraithofnedu:  LOL  
 KitEntropy:  have you always been that ignorant? 
 Wraithofnedu:  have you ever seen king of the hill with that dude that lives next door to hank he is JUST like you LOL
paranoid  
 KitEntropy:  trust me, you don't know me.. 
 KitEntropy:  you haven't read my story yet 
 Wraithofnedu:  believe me i will read it but damn ur funny  
 Wraithofnedu:  lol  
 Wraithofnedu:  OMG you are the CHRIST!! LMAO  
 KitEntropy:  no, i am not..i'm victor 
 KitEntropy:  i'm just following his same path.. 
 KitEntropy:  trying to bring peace to earth 
 Wraithofnedu:  i am the BIGGEST satanist and pessimist you will ever meet NOTHING will change me buddy  
 KitEntropy:  then to hell with you.. 
 KitEntropy:  i am victor 
 KitEntropy:  that's the only label i need.. 
 Wraithofnedu:  VICTOR SUCKS DICK LIKE ME :-)  
 KitEntropy:  huh huh huh 
 Wraithofnedu:  u do right?  
 KitEntropy:  i may be the happiest man in the world.. 
 KitEntropy:  but i'm not gay.. 
 Wraithofnedu:  oh I LOVE dick :-)  
 KitEntropy:  there's shit in there! 
 Wraithofnedu:  shit in where?  
 KitEntropy:  i rather don't give a fuck.. 
 KitEntropy:  later 
[turned my ims off to him]
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