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                                                                                                             Panama City, FL

Thursday February 28, 2008

     9:38am  I just woke up from my nap. I woke up at five when Kim woke up. She had to go to work. I only had five hours of sleep. I watched a little television. I watched some old Alamo movie. Man From the Alamo, or something. I went back to sleep and I just woke up again. I think I might walk to the college again. It's still early. I'll get there around two or something.
                  
     9:57am  I am leaving. I'm going to walk to the school and get some typing done. I'm wearing my Relax - I'm a Professional shirt. I'm not wearing my WPTMJ one.

                   My relationship with Kim is a really beautiful one. She's giving me just the love that I need to keep me going. She realizes the fact that I need to stay free. Free in the fact that I can't be devoting myself to someone else when I have this mission to devote myself to. Not so much that I need to be free to find another girl, or anything. Because I'm not. I'm not looking for one. They find me. I just go with the flow.

                   I found my hat. It was in my backpack.

                   Last night over at John and Autumn's. When I got there I drove up in the truck and they let me in. I'm like a homeless traveler and I pulled up in someone else's truck without my bag and shit, and I wasn't looking to crash. I wanted to buy some weed. When I got there I asked them if they knew where I could get a twenty sack. John told me that Autumn might know, that she was on her way home and I could wait. She eventually got home and called some dude and we had to go get it, me driving Kim's truck. I had some pretty interesting conversations with John. John likes me. At first he had been jealous. He kind of had a reason to be because Autumn's hot for me. She can't help it. She's only human, hehe. I'm just kidding. I made it clear to John that I wasn't going to cheat on my Kim while I was in Panama City. I told him how I have been documenting my life honestly for the past six years straight and that I was bound to the truth, bound to my word and that I just refused to compromise my mission. He understood. He even told me, "You know I trust you because I even let you drive around with Autumn by yourselves."

     1:20pm  Passing Baldwin Road.

     1:35pm  I just got to 23rd Street. Turning right. I've been walking nonstop with no resting.

                   I walked State Avenue, the way I came. I was getting confused because I kind of felt that I was walking the opposite way the whole time. I should look at it on map.

                   At the Sanford light these girls in a car stopped and gave me the peace sign. I yelled hey check out my website! I gave it to them. I told them it was about marijuana.

     1:57pm  I'm going to rest. I've been walking for about an hour. I am almost to Frankford Avenue. I'm walking fast. Nonstop. I'm going to sit in the shade here and smoke some weed. Take a piss and stuff.

     2:10pm  Leaving. I had a good thirteen minute break. I got stoned.

     2:12pm  Hell yeah, right now right after I crossed Frankford Avenue this random car honked at me and the dude in the car yelled, "World peace through marijuana!" I ran up and gave him my website. He told me to give one to his friend in the car behind him too.

                   Where I had taken that last smokebreak there was this little swamp area with shade. I sat down and smoked. Right when I get up I pass Frankford and bam, I got recognized! I'm not even wearing the shirt and the guy yells world peace through marijuana! Everything happens for a reason. That made this walk all worth it. I'm not going to have that much time on the computer because Kim gets off at five or six. Maybe she'll pick me up.

                   I realized I don't have to wave at cars. I just have to smile at them. They'll remember me.

     2:20pm  Passing Beck Avenue/St. Andrews. That's where I usually turn to go towards Kim's. Man, I still have a long way to go.

                   Do you see how I was meant to walk that way today? I could've just walked St. Andrews to 23rd, the way I usually walk, but I walked State Avenue to 23rd right before Frankford. That guy wouldn't have seen me otherwise. Do you see how everything happens for a reason? I'm going to keep going.

     2:30pm  I'm stopping at the Taco Bell right across the street from Carmike Cinemas. I'm going to go get something to eat for after I finish typing. I'm a little hungry right now, but I'll be hungrier later.

     2:34pm  Leaving Taco Bell. I have two double-deckers in a bag.

     2:44pm  Turning right on Collegiate Road.

     2:51pm  I'm walking up to the library. I'm going to sit down and eat a taco and smoke a cigarette and a little weed. Smoking on school grounds.

     3:01pm  I'm going to go in the library and start typing.

     4:47pm  I forgot to tell you, I left the library. I only typed up one day. I got to use the headphones. Kim was supposed to get off of work at three thirty. She'll probably be home around five or six, so I'm going to try and spend some time with her. Maybe I can get a courtesy ride on the trolly.

                   Shit, I left my water bottle.

     4:55pm  I came to the bus stop and smoked a cigarette without water. I needed a water bottle bad. I scored me a clean Vitamin Water bottle out of the trashcan. I'm going to go fill it up with water in the library. Umm, I'm going to walk it.

     5:39pm  I told Jazzie my story. Odyssey and all in the library. I took her picture. You'll be on there when I update it. Thanks for listening.

     5:40pm  Hell yeah, dude. I had an awesome presentation right now with the library girl. They have a courtesy phone inside and I got to call Kim. She's going to come pick me up. Shweeet.

                   See, I had gone back in the library to get water and I asked this pretty girl if they had any tennis courts on campus. She said she didn't think so.

Next day..