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Gulfport , FL

Sunday April 27, 2008
                  
     4:43am  About five minutes ago I got woken up. Echo's crazy ass was yelling at me from outside. Let me tell you what happened last night. I mean, Echo was always talking about how much she hated being with John. She was always talking about breaking up with him to me. The whole time I didn't feel right being romantic with her because she was engaged! She told me it had gotten the point where she had finally given him the "hint" and that he knows she plans to break up with him. Then she'd tell me how much she cared about me. She told me she was looking forward to a full night's sleep with me tonight. Then last night when we went to bed we started caressing each other and one thing led to another. SHE pulled down my pants. She asked me if I wanted to be inside her. She was all hot and bothered and horny and shit. I told her let me get a condom and she said, "You don't need a condom." I said yes I do and suited up. SHE initiated the penetration. I stuck it in her. I hovered at the entrance for a little bit then I stuck it in a little bit deeper. I thought she'd be enjoying it, but it seems like she turned crazy.
                   Right now I just got woken up by her screaming outside. She came over with John and yelled, "Victor, if you come over I'll call the police!" Man, I need to write John a letter. I need to let him know the truth of what exactly happened tonight. He friggin' deserves to know. He's getting played. Echo's a fucking psycho wingnut. I'm going to write a letter and take it over to him right now. I don't care.

                   I just wrote John a big letter:

Dear John,
                   It's 4:30am and I was just woken up by Echo yelling at me, "Victor, if you come to my house I'm going to call the police!" You, of ALL people deserve to know what happened. Recently, anytime Echo spoke about you, she always spoke badly about you, always saying, "We're not married!" I would tell her, "But you are leading him to believe that you love him like a fiancée, all the time demonstrating blatant attraction towards me. I did not feel comfortable loving on Echo while she was still engaged to you. Last night she said it was over between you two and that you finally got the "hint." Echo has always been the one to initiate flirting with me. Tonight she even said, "I even told John I wasn't coming home tonight." Therefore, I assumed you guys were officially done.
                   Tonight I spent time with her and her ex Aaron working on starting my tee shirts up. Recently, I gave Echo an ultimatum. All this time, ever since I came back Echo has been planning to break free from you to take off traveling with me. At first I played around with the idea, but I told her that if she wanted to walk with me that she would have to abandon all of her causes and devote herself only to mine. She agreed at first, saying she would merely follow. You know Echo and her craziness. It soon become obvious to me that she had absolutely no intention of changing for my cause. But, she would still flirt and be amorous with me.
Last night, after we left the party Echo told me that she could not wait to get a full-night's sleep with me in my bed. We lay down and started cuddling and kissing.                    SHE brought my pants down. SHE asked me if I wanted to be inside of her. I put on a condom. SHE initiated the penetration. After a couple of thrusts she told me to tell her that I loved her. Then she asked me if I would ever marry her. I told her I would never get married. That marriage broke people up. After I told her no her attitude towards me changed totally. I asked her if she wanted me to stop. She said yes and I did. She sat on the floor and started collecting her stuff. She went outside and I followed. I tried talking to her, but she was acting crazy. I even asked her, "Do you mean that if I would have agreed to marry you, we would still be in there?" She plainly answered yes.
                   Echo has been dishonest with you ever since I met you, John. I am sure you have noticed. You're not stupid. You deserve so much better. You deserve a wife who won't lie to you. Echo even lied to me. If you still want Echo, she's all yours(so she'll make you think). I cannot afford her lies and instability on my mission. I've got a world to save. I really hope you make the right decision about Echo. She cannot be trusted.

- Victor Antonio

www.havethisbook.com

                   I walked over to Echo's house to warn John about what a big liar she was.

     6:42am  I am back from Echo's house. Haha, I put on a show. She was all threatening to call the cops, like I'm scared of them or something. John is so whipped. He was all trying to defend her. I was actually able to throw the note inside the house when Echo had the door open. She didn't even notice. It landed right at his feet and he picked it up. I really hope he reads it.

     1:00pm  I just woke up. Last night was crazy. I'm going to start cleaning the bathroom.

     1:55pm  I forgot to tell you. Mike gave me some change so I could go buy some Ajax to clean the tub. On the way back Dallas, the old man who started The Blueberry Patch came outside and told me, "Victor, you're not welcome here anymore." I told him, "You don't want to hear my side of the story?" He totally refused saying that Echo was an old friend. I told Dallas okay and walked over to Mike's house. I told Mike that Dallas had just 86'ed me and Mike told me, "Well, this isn't Dallas' house and you're still welcome in my house."

     4:21pm  We celebrated right on time. Dallas hasn't told me shit. This is Mike's house. I can be here if I want to. Man, I went gonzo on that bathroom. It's totally spotless now. I asked Demi and she said that it had been in it's current condition for over a year. The bathroom AND the kitchen hadn't been scrubbed in that long. I totally kicked ass on that. Mike's going to be happy when he gets back. I cleaned up perfectly. I even cleaned the whole shower curtain. It's a transparent curtain but you couldn't see through it before I cleaned it. Now you can see right through it. I remember doing that to the Alberta House in Portland last year.

                   I kind of feel better after talking to Brian and him reaffirming that this was Mike's house and that Dallas couldn't make me leave. Mike is totally supporting the cause.

                   Once again, I regret not taking before and after pictures.

     4:44pm  I even went gonzo on the kitchen floor. I scrubbed it too. Everybody came over and they were impressed. Oh yeah, Echo came over and got some book out of my room that she left. When she left I asked Brian and Demi if she had told them anything and they said when she first got there she told them, "You know Dallas doesn't want him over here, right?" Brian told her, "Well, this isn't Dallas' house."

                   I should've told Echo, "Why does everybody gotta fuck with the guy trying to bring world peace?! And you call yourself a minister."

     5:03pm  I left the house. I'm going to go for a walk. Mike let me have his leftover pasta he made this morning, so I've been eating off of that all day. Mike likes me and I him. I really appreciate him for supporting my cause, which is everyone's cause. He makes me feel like somebody believes in me. This all goes back to that Conversation I had with Donovan that's on my website.

                   I'm simply pulling a Gandhi. Being the change I wish to see in this world. I totally kicked ass cleaning. Man, I haven't woken up at 1pm in a longass time. I've got four bucks. Mike gave me lots of quarters to buy some Ajax this morning. That's when I saw Dallas. The Ajax only cost a dollar, so I had like three dollars left in quarters. I'm going to walk over to Khan's and buy me a joint. Hopefully get smoked out.

     5:06pm  I was walking in the Winn-Dixie parking lot and Trish just pulled over and called out to me. I walked over to her and she had a big plate of food. She told me, "I just had this leftovers. I kind of wanted to eat it, but then I saw you walking." I told her, "Listen, Mike made some pasta this morning that I've been eating off all day. Don't worry about it. You enjoy it." She seemed glad she was going to enjoy it. I told her it was the thought that counts. She asked me what I was doing and I told her, "I'm going to try and manifest me a joint." She said if she had some she'd give me some.

                   I told her, "I wouldn't eat that now if I took it from you, so enjoy. Don't worry about it. Thanks anyway." She said she'd give me a raincheck.

     5:39pm  That was Gina and Audrey I just took a picture of. They listened to my story great in front of the Golden China. Awesome presentation. They loved it.

     7:58pm  I am leaving The Blueberry Patch. I'm going to go for a walk. My good friend Brian made some pasta and gave me a plate. I put my Make It Happen shirt on. I'm going to walk to the beach.

     8:14pm  I'm walking down Beach Blvd and this guy rode by on a bike and said, "Hey, stick-man."

     8:38pm  I had a good presentation with Duncan and Maria. I'm just walking along the beach. They told me they saw me walking the other day too. I am everywhere.

                   Guy I told my story to in front of the casino.

     9:22pm  I didn't tell you, I'm walking back already. I'm almost to Gulfport Boulevard. I'm going to go hang out in front of Khan's and try to manifest me some marijuana. I've got four bucks.

     10:15pm  Looks like I got burned once again. I never learn.

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