Ventura, CA
Wednesday November 29, 2006
4:01pm I haven't made any loggings today.
Me and Carol got into another big argument. I just want to leave
already. She was all, "Just give me another month." I told her, "No, I am not
going to change my mind in thirty days. I want to be free again. I want to be
free of you." She got all butt-hurt when I told her that. She kept trying to
bribe me with sex and everything. I am just sick of it. I just want to go. I
don't want to worry about Carol. I mean, I woke up at two seventeen and she's
gone. Now I have to worry about whether or not she went to kill herself. That pisses
me off. I hate this shit. I should never gotten together with an older woman. I
should've learned back with that Shannon lady I met back on AOL. She tried to
kill herself over me too. So did Chasity! I mean, I did present Carol an
opportunity to save the world, but she's slowing me down. I don't need to wait
for her. I mean, I always told myself that it wouldn't matter if the girl was
overweight, because if she walked with me she wouldn't be for long, but Carol is
slowing me down hardcore. I already walked my four years before her. My physical
health is suffering now because I am being slowed down by her. I'm just going
nuts. Now I have to worry about her. I hope she comes back. I have some resin to
smoke with her. Damnit, I wish I knew where she went.
4:23pm Carol is back.
Next day..
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