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Ventura, CA

Saturday December 2, 2006

     8:45am  Carol just disappeared. I woke up at five thirty or something. Four thirty, I think. I went to bed really early. I went to go cut some wood. Mark Single came out there with me and helped me chop some wood. I brought the big axe. We have the saw and the hatchet too. We cut up a little bit of wood, then Leonard came out and asked if anyone of us had a pipe. I told him I would go get one and ran back to the camp. I got a pipe, returned and we all got super stoned. I even brought a bowl home for Carol. When I got home I couldn't find her. Oh yeah, I got ten copies at the resource center of the Note From the Rich and some other stuff I needed printed out. I put a copy in each Porto-potty. Six of them. Hopefully somebody will appreciate it. Anyway, I even went out Tweaker Shopping looking for Carol. I have to take pictures of that shit. Then I came back and Carol was still nowhere to be found. If she would have left camp I would have seen her drive off. I can't find her anywhere. Right now I just had a badass foot-cleaning session. I cut my toenails and everything. I'm going to go look for Carol. I saved a bowl of weed for her. I love this digital voice recorder I have. It's awesome.

     10:03am  I still don't know where Carol went. I did all the chores, made the bed, did the dishes. It's already ten and she's still not back. I thought the only other place she'd be at was Tweaker Shopping, so I'm walking around in the woods back here. I called out and somebody answered, but I don't think it was Carol. It's somebody, I can ask about Carol. About my hippie girlfriend with dreadlocks. I'm really worried.

     10:19am  I walked in the woods until I came up to the road. Harbor. Those people I ran into freaked me out. They were all yelling and shit. I freaked and thought maybe I should call a cop. The tweakers got Carol! So I walked to the rode and I was giving cars the cellphone hand gesture, hoping someone would stop. A few people went by on bikes and I asked them if they had a cellphone, that I had to call the cops. It's an emergency. They told me no. Then all of a sudden this dude rides out of the woods on his mountain bike. I think he was the guy who called back. He told me that he hadn't seen her, but that if she was back there the only way she would've gone is this way. He pointed over by the golf course and stuff, which is opposite from River Haven. That's where I'm walking to now. I'm probably not going to find Carol. Man, I am so worried. She just disappeared. No trace, no nothing.

     10:57am  Just walked back to River Haven. Please Love, reunite me with my Carol. I'm really worried about her.

     11:19am  Oh yeah, I have an update. Carol is safe and sound. I found her like maybe half an hour ago. I went all the way out to the golf course. I was out looking for her everywhere. I made it back to River Haven, but nobody was out. Nobody was stirring. I yelled out, "Hey, is this a ghost town? Is anyone alive here?" Armando was outside. I didn't see him. I asked him, "Hey, have you seen Carol? She didn't leave me a note or anything. She just disappeared. I thought she got mad at me." After I smoked out with with Leonard and Mark at the wood pile this morning I didn't see her leave. Then Armando tells me, "Yeah, she's right over there." I was all, "Don't fuck with me, Armando." He was like yeah, she's right over there. All of a sudden I see Carol walk out. I go, "Oh, hey, baby." What happened was that this morning Loren showed up. She said she called me, but that they left without me to Beach Cleanup and Carol didn't have time to leave me a note.

Next day..