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                                                                                                              Ventura, CA

Sunday December 21, 2008

     7:32am  I woke up around seven or so with only about five hours of sleep. I went to bed around two or something. I don’t know what’s going to happen today. I am being seduced by this RV. It’s made me real lazy. I need to be out walking again.

     8:25am  We are up and at ‘em. Jean woke up all cranky. We’re all packed up and going to breakfast. I think I might be moving out today, I don’t know. I need to be walking again.

     10:39pm  I came over to the Seaward Laundromat with Jean. I haven’t moved out yet. I’m at my old signing spot at Seaward in the parking lot behind the Chevron. I just got two bucks. I’ve been getting recognized since the last time I was here. This guy just drove by in a VW bug and told me he would go score me some Mr. Nice Guy. I just found Jean. I should go find her so she can give me the money I had given her.
                  
     3:25pm  I should make an update now. Jean and I had a little tiff. She’s homeless, but she’s not ready for freedom at all. She’s still so hung up on money. She was all griping and complaining a lot like my mother does. I told her she made her bed, that she has to lay in it. She hasn’t listened to me one bit. I can’t get my story through to her at all. Every time I try she’s always busy doing other shit. She’s ignorant as hell. She just wanted to have fun. She just wanted to get laid. Ha, I got mine. Before we had sex I gave her a disclaimer. I told her, “Sex is usually embarrassing for me. It’s not that I don’t think it’s big enough, just that I have a short fuse. I’m a premature-ejaculator and I always have been. But, there’s always round two, or three, or four, or five, or..” Last night I didn’t want to sleep with Jean, because it’s uncomfortable with two people sleeping in the area over the cab. I had even cleared off and pounded the dust out of the couch cushion. I had cleared it off and was going to lay there. So Jean had an attitude because she didn’t get laid.

                   Oh yeah, we drove over by the park by the post office. They are having a big homeless rally here. Some church or something. Some minister lady is talking about all this shit like that homelessness is a big problem. They’re wrong. I’m standing right in front of the gazebo and everyone can see my shirt and the website on the back of it. I even cut out more havethisbook.coms in front of them. Anyway, I am divorcing Jean.

                   I am still hanging out at the park, because I gave Jean ten dollars to get some weed and I don’t know if the guy is going to come back or not.

     4:20pm  Caesar hooked me up with some leftovers on Main Street. I appreciate it, brother. Everybody gets credit.

     4:35pm  Dan was nice enough to give me a five dollar bill for the cause. I appreciate it, brother. Everybody gets credit.

     4:52pm  Kyle is being nice enough to give me and Lorenzo a cigarette.

     5:02pm  Andrew is being nice enough to give me some change for the cause. I appreciate it, brother. Everybody gets credit.

     5:10pm  Lorenzo is going to make a random entry. Lorenzo: “Spare any change for marijuana? Or how about some marijuana for a change? A little marijuana does really go a long way. What is it with these people? Nobody wants world peace. They don’t know ignorance is death.”

     5:30pm  After I moved out of Jean’s RV I went to Main Street and hung out with Lorenzo. I figured I had two hours until six ‘o clock. I was going to catch the bus out to the armory again so I could take a shower and stuff. I told Lorenzo what happened with Jean. I told him how she was wearing my shirt at Sanjon. He told me he wanted to wear one of my shirts so I let him. So here we are on Main Street trying to spare some change for marijuana. He’s asking for change and I’m giving out my website, so it’s all working out.

     6:56pm  Dennis was nice enough to give me a loaf of bread on Main Street. I appreciate it, brother. Everybody gets credit.

     7:14pm  I just had a great presentation with Jessie and Mackenzie. Jessie listened to me more.

                    Girls

                   Jake was nice enough to give us two bucks for the cause. I appreciate it, brother.

     7:35pm  Michael is being nice enough to let me roll a cigarette. I appreciate it, brother. Everybody gets credit.

     8:37pm  I met up with Lorenzo and he is having a blast wearing my shirt and yelling at people too. I let him have one of the three that I have, the most worn out one. The one I wore when I walked around Loop 1604. I’m letting him have it. We spanged up some money to get some weed. Some guy gave me two Valiums, which I won’t take. We walked over to the Avenue and Lorenzo went to the weed guy’s house to get weed. I’m waiting on the corner of the Avenue and Prospect for Lorenzo to return.                      

     11:32pm  I’m going to bed. Lorenzo and I had a big smokeout session behind the library.

     12:50am  I already climbed up on the rooftop. I’m going to go to bed. I’m sleeping with a tarp over me. It might rain tonight. I met this beautiful girl tonight. I forgot her name. Jennifer, I think. She gave me the greatest hug. She’s thirty and she’s an Aquarius too. January 20th, I think. Anyway, I’m going to sleep.

     3:30am  About half an hour ago it started raining. Lorenzo and I came over over to this front porch of a vacant business like a block away. I left some stuff on the rooftop. My stuff got pretty wet.

 

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