titachap14

 1-16-24

8:22am  I just finished showing Tita my tough-love roast of the argument we had, lol.  What are your thoughts?

Tita:  It sounds like you are very resentful of what I say and how much I say, for interrupting you, the chores I expect you to do..

Victor:  Yes, I do more than enough chores compared to you.  

Tita:  It sounds like you are impatient to get your goals accomplished.  That's what I hear.  You are resentful of me and how I am.  You are thinking quite negatively of me.  That's what I feel.

Victor:  Do you disregard my opinions?  

Tita:  No, I am listening to them.  I promised you last night that I would be more quiet and not interrupt you.  

Victor:  Thank you, you haven't been lately.  I really appreciate it.  Okay.

9:58pm  Tita:  It is changing conditions. 

Victor:  What are you talking about?

Tita:  Your mom, your last visit to your mom's.  First she says, "Whatever he wants.  He decides."  Hehe, so when I called her, out of courtesy, to tell her, "Guess what, Victor is leaving.  He has decided to go."  She freaked out yelling, "Oh, but he can't come when Diana is going to be here!  Don't tell him, but Diana is coming. All the attention and courtesy goes to her when she's here."   

    LOL, she got tested, that's the funny thing.  In the past she was always proud to proclaim that whenever Victor wants to come he is welcome.  I had told her, "I know, and he is on his way now."  It's just funny.  

    Also, I don't know if I am mixing things up.  See, she had told me in a conversation that she was going to have surgery on the 11th of December or November, whatever month it was, I knew that it was coming up.  Here I am thinking, "How is a woman, any woman, say whenever?  What if Victor shows up and she's in the damn hospital?  Because he isn't sure of his arrival date, because he is hitchhiking with no money, what if he shows up in November?   

    I am just thinking ahead.  I am one of those over-analyzing and over-thinking people.  I asked her, "What if he shows up in the middle of your surgery?  She didn't answer that.  But, the funny thing is that Ada said, "Don't tell him, but Diana is coming.  He can't come then."  

    It's funny, that his welcome is rescinded because Diana seems to be more important, is her priority.  

Victor:  That reminds me of a Ween song which goes, "Two faces I did see as you shook my money-tree.  There's no more you and me, let it be."  LOL!

What the fuck is wrong with you?  I am putting this shit right in front of your face!  You, of all people should be the worst little slave, but you are the best!  You are on fucking Frank's team, WTF?  

    I am going to fucking leave soon!  Because of you!  Call my fucking bluff, I dare you!  

Tita:  We are arguing because Victor doesn't want to respect my requests...

Victor:  No, the recorder stays in my hand, you don't get it.  Now keep talking and incriminate yourself some more.

 Chapter 15