Wednesday January 3, 2024
10:28am Tita made a big discovery this morning that we have been lied to by the Gregorian Calendar and that there are 13 signs in the Zodiac, not twelve.
Tita: Which coincides with 13 moons in a year, which the Chinese know that there are not just twelve. There are thirteen moon cycles in one calendar year. When the Gregorians came around and changed up the calendar, this is why we have leap years, because of how messed up everything became when they tried imposing their calendars on natural cycles. There are thirteen moons in one year, not twelve. That also means there are thirteen monthly cycles and one got ignored. We have all been duped. There are actually 13 signs of the Zodiac.
When I had a Vedic reading by Sam Geppe he told me, "You are not a Cancer. Don't listen to Western Astrology. You are a Gemini." It all depends on when and where you were born. Based on Vedic astrology which I've heard is more accurate than Western, the stuff I have heard has totally come to pass. It's true. Vedic astrology is right on the dot.
If according to Vedic astrology I am a Gemini and Victor is not the Waterbearer. Victor wanted to be, everyone thought he was until today, because now we know that he is actually a Capricorn. El Chivo! Come le decia mi papa, the goat. He is excellent at rock climbing and staying balanced, he is light on his feet
Victor: And he eats trash, lol.
Tita: Victor, even likes having a goatee. When I met him he had a goatee. He has the look of a goat. I am thinking of La Loteria Mexicana, tiene differente imagenes. Goats are light-footed, they prance around everywhere and they defy heights. That's why it's smart to use a walking staff like he always has. He has even mastered counter-balancing. He has a tremor in his right side because of his accidents so sometimes he looses his balance. It's pretty awesome. Right now we are on our way to pay a bill, MID, because the power got shut off at home.
1-18-24
2:17pm Rewind, please, Tita. This is important.
Tita: Victor and I are both reopening, exposing our wounds. What happens when you know there's a wound and you want it to heal? It has to come to the light. It has to air out. It needs to vent. There's poison in there. If we know who created the poison, who created the wounds, we are opening up THEIR wounds too.
Victor: Pain is purgation!
Therefore, because these people are still alive and we are yanking the cords and exposing their sin, telling them, "Look, I am bleeding and you contributed to that bleeding. You keep contributing. You are not LOVING me. The wound you created is still there."
This is why we are triggering them. We are going straight to the heart of the matter, and they can't use any amount of good will, god, preying to god, going to church, tithing, some people go on vacation and wander around and live the good life, some people buy gadgets, whatever these coping-mechanisms that people have, Victor and I have marijuana.
Victor and I have dabs.
We have mushrooms, plants, healing natural plants.
Victor: And as my friend seeker said: "His lack of humility will leave him with unresolved pain on his deathbed if he can't bring himself to realize that his sins can't be washed away by self-exploration, only action."
Tita: I personally don't agree with seeker. Seeker's wanting Victor to put the knife in and turn it. I want Victor to have forgiveness. Not now, not tomorrow, maybe not ever.
Victor: Not until he deserves it, again. I have forgiven him way more times than he's deserved.
We go back to who created the wounds? Is Mamada going to stand there and say, "Victor, I wasn't a good mother to you. Victor, I didn't give you enough hugs, enough attention so you had to go seek it out among women my age." You had mommy-issues. "Victor, I should've found a better man who accepted my fatherless children(instead of Luis Sr) and kept with him and made it work. Damn, I was a bad mother and I still am."
Is that going to happen in this life while she's still alive? We will see.
Again, no amount of prayer, contrition or external forgiveness that they seek, individually is going to be worth anything unless the forgiveness goes to, is requested by VICTOR and he has ALL the right to deny them forgiveness if he doesn't think they are worthy!
Victor: The only tempering of my wrath will only begin with a sincere apology and acknowledgement that they wronged me and denied me the LOVE I deserved. Both of them.
If I am unable to reach them with my evidence of their wrongdoing and they continue to deny it, then they can burn in hell with the rest of the sinners who don't want world peace.
I HAVE THE WINNING HAND.
They know what my name is.
I am going to have soooo much fun playing with them all regardless. :P MY STUPID FAMILY
Tita: We are going to work on our wounds regardless. They are part of the problem. They're part of the poison. We don't want to have more poison in us, for we need to go through our healing process to get better.
Our wounds are exposed. Victor and I found our wounds together. It's called Trauma Bonding. Some relationships happen because we know that we deserve better, that we are better people than our family thinks we are.
Because we are meek, and sweet and kind and forgiving, maybe, these vultures did us wrong. Maybe as children we had nobody to look out to for us, but as adults Victor and I can now care for each other. We can look out for each other since nobody else cares to. Since I see his wounds he sees my wounds. We are in the process of repair. Unfortunately, that means bleeding will happen where the wound originated, which is the mother, the father and the siblings.
Victor: Payback is a bitch, justice will be done, lol. :P
LIKE THEY SAY IN TEXAS, FUCK ALL-YA'LL! :P
¡Que viva Mexico!
3:55pm Tita, rewind again, please, baby.
Tita: When I met Victor, I was in the moment. He is so smart that he knows that the best way to live life is to be guided by Spirit, not making plans and anticipating stuff, the way I can be sometimes, not a worry-wart. You should meekly accept the blessings after you get them and give in exchange, you give selflessly.
Victor: When I first started water bearing I just knew I would find a girl like this. You found me!
Tita: Victor, when I met him I was in flux, just enjoying the flow and allowing harmony between us. I told him, "I've got wheels, whatever you want to do or wherever you want to go. Go do some laundry? Want to fix this?
Victor: You were rescuing me from toxic women who were trying to milk me.
Tita: Yes, women were taking advantage of your sweetness. If you were to fast-forward to now Victor is rescuing me and bringing up my triggers. Thank you, Victor. As much as it can be painful these triggers are helping me identify and fix my issues with everyone who I have wronged with my triggers he points out, like over-talking, over-worrying, procrastinating. My father and I would have had a better relationship. Kaenan and I would've had a much better relationship had I learned these lessons earlier that Victor is teaching me now.
Victor and I LOVE each other. We are in balance, we both are trying to achieve that balance together. Sometimes he is low and I high. Sometimes I am high and he is low. We have a blessed union which his father just pointed out.
Frank doesn't understand that Victor has defenses. We put up armor when we feel attacked. Andrew, who I thought was my brother, who I thought was a cool friend, the day I met him was a day that I also wanted escape from the chaos that was happening at the time like Mito not letting me sleep and the full double moon, and other stuff. What did I do? Victor tried to stop me from leaving, but I stealthily climbed out a window of the bus.
Victor thought I was crazy, but I am not crazy. I needed some space. I had to leave and be in my own aura. To have nobody around me. Victor knows what that's like. He is asking me for that right now, "Give me more space." I needed that that night when I took off(he thought I was nuts), what did we do? We had a heart-to-heart.
Victor: I know it's kind of irrelevant, but what happened on that walk?
Tita: Oh, what happened on the walk is that I loved it. I didn't have my contact lens(she only uses one). In my walk I found some cool stuff on the side of I5. At first I was going to walk to where the Skittles bus was, Truck Village. I thought, "You know what, its a nice moon. I did tell Victor that I was going to the mountain."
It was so nice, so I kept walking. All of a sudden I got tired because I hadn't slept. I was sweating. I put my big jacket humongous jacket on the ground behind these bushes. I curled up on the ground and stared at the Eddys. The full moon was great. I loved it! I was like, dude, I know it's late, it's the middle of the night. Look, I can do this, I am doing it now, I am going to take a nap, lol.
I napped for a little bit, then I got up and walked. I walked all the way and I was about to cross the highway where the City Park is. I was thinking, "No wonder Victor likes to walk so much. This is true. I am not in the best shape. He's in better shape. No wonder he got so fit walking. This is actually an easy walk from his bus over here. No wonder."
I wondered, should I got to City Park? Maybe I should go to the police. Victor had told me to be careful about walking on the shoulder because the police might pull over. I thought maybe I would go to the police station and see if they would give me a ride back.
Anyway, I decided, you know what? I've done vision-quests before with a shaman. The first one was here in Mount Shasta. What do you do on a vision quest? No drinking, no eating, just go out in nature for a whole day. I had done it before by myself. Months before I had taken ayahuasca and stayed by myself.
I know I have courage now. I know that the things I was afraid of were in my head, so I said why not make this like a vision quest? I walked around and I lost my way and I went through this maze, this labyrinth in somebody's backyard and then made my way to the highway.
Then I found an orange five gallon Home Depot bucket. I found a little Shitzu figurine. I found a Shlage lock, I used to work for them. I even found a baby car seat to hold all my bounty. I actually had a really good time on this walk. I loved the smell of the mountains. I enjoyed it.
I was all happy walking back thinking I am going to share all of this with Victor and he is going to be happy, he is going to be proud of me, that I had no mishaps.
Victor: I was friggin' worried.
Tita: Victor was worried. Victor has had bad experiences with other women. Certifiably crazy women.
Victor: Not to mention all the death that has happened on Black Butte.
Tita: Fast-forwarding to now. I just finished responding to his dad's mail. He wrote me a beautiful one back. I do think that these guys can reconcile, but it will be a long haul. Wait, I have to rewind.
I had started talking about this whole experience that we had where I jumped out the window of the bus and walked off. Andrew, this new friend of mine that I also made in Mount Shasta invited me to go fishing. I told him yeah, that I just needed to get out of the bus and be around somebody other than Victor and not worrying about Covid and everyone dying and the end of the world. I went with Andrew and he didn't know how much he triggered me. I hadn't slept, I just had a horrible experience.
I am remembering that because that's what's going on with Victor and his dad. Victor is putting on heavy duty armor and trying to be playful which confuses him, but he is doing it in such a way, with such aggressive language and vulgarity that it's turning off his dad. Just like it turned off Laura, like it turned off Diana when he spews. He spews because he has grievances that were never aired.
Victor: The LOVE doesn't get any tougher, purposely and justifiable.
The thing is, like you say, do they have the emotional-maturity to handle it? They don't. I do because I LOVE you and I see you, I am different. I am your spouse. I choose to be with you, through the good and the bad.
Victor: Like Don Juan says. I want to make Franklin see the funny edge of himself, totally drop his ego and vicariously pretend to be someone he is not and would never consider ever being. I want Frank to role-play. I want to play with you, dad. Have some fun with me for once.
CUSS ME OUT AND EXPRESS YOURSELF! LET YOUR ANGER VENT THROUGH MORE EFFECTIVE VERBIAGE THAT ACCURATELY EXPRESSES YOUR LEVEL OF EMOTION!
That is the lesson I am trying to teach him.
Tita: Yeah, but through your words, through the internet, through the stuff on your website all your dad sees is the armor. He doesn't see the kind, harmless side.
Victor: Because he does not have the patience to read through my blog! That is what I take the most offense to. How, can this ditcher have the fucking nerve after how little he has done for me, to not simply read my words?!
How hard is it read? Collecting books will do no good at all if you never read them, or read them when you think you need to, and it's too late.
He wants me to link him to his answers directly. His immature ass wants to have his questions answered immediately through no effort of his own, like a small child. Like I told Charlie, one has to deserve to know better to ever learn any better. Frank needs to earn it!
Tita: It's interesting how we all react to each other. Again, Victor in the past could be passive-aggressive. He would be hot and cold. That's easily understandable. If he never learned from his mother and his father or lack of a good example, he didn't know how to resolve differences.
He wouldn't get angry. You guys were never taught how to resolve your differences. I can see why, your mom, "Oh, I need you, I need you, give me what I want. Oh, forget it then, I'm leaving. See you, bye!"
Who would want to be around someone like that? Someone that manipulates you and drops you when they get what they need.
That's what your dad is seeing with you and Laura. When Laura needed him and his medical advice that he gave when she was down in the dumps, he sent her money and gave her advice, but once she got better, "I don't need you, Dad."
He is seeing, el esta viendo el desprecio de los cuates. Ya ni se diga de Diana y Ada. That's not cool. Ada blocked any chance he had to have his say, but I am in the picture now, I don't have the baggage, I don't have resentment towards him. I see it for what it is. It helped shape Victor, good or bad.
Victor is an awesome man anyway!
Victor: Because I am trustworthy I want to include his voice, his exact bonafide transcripts. He should thank me in the end.
Tita: If he starts being hateful, I don't want anything to do with it. I don't want him to hate me too.
Victor: If he still doesn't get it then he does not want world peace! This is how it has to be done for it to be as strong and inspiring as possible!
Tita: Words on a screen are not going to be enough. Even Charlie got angry.
Victor: I wanted him to be! I am trying to make people see and feel!
Tita: I think the only chance of you patching things up with your dad would come from meeting him, hanging out, seeing how it goes.
Victor: I want him to learn!
Tita: He will, but it won't be overnight.
Victor: I feel as if I can force it to be. I believe that power is in me.
Tita: Then be more your true self, sweet. You are a loving guy. No, no one can force love! No one wants to forgive before it's their time. Again, you guys don't know each other. If he could see you as I see you he would realize what a loving sweetheart you are.
Victor: The effort that I am trying to make him make...I don't want him to make any physical efforts. I want him to simply play along. That would be the greatest effort he could make. I want him to have no qualms with my unleashing as hard as I want.
I want to wring out his brain and drain all the bullshit out of it. I want to teach him how harmless any words can be once you take their associated power away and realize they are simply just a collection of letters that really have no power to those who don't give them any.
I WANT TO TEACH THE WHOLE WORLD THAT LESSON!
That will be the very first justified contribution from him to me. IMO!
Profanity can be a tool for miracles the way I am using it!
I want him to pretend to forget everything he thinks he knows to be true and wear the eyes of a man who knows nothing. Then I want him to realize how this screenplay I have compiled by my intelligent organization these past twenty years, which he has inadvertently played A MAIN CHARACTER TO THIS EPIC, RAW, SHOCKING, EYE OPENING, GOOD FOR EVERYBODY INCLUDING HIMSELF TRUE STORY! Like I say in my mariachi bomb story, dad. I want you to grow up enough, to mature enough, to admit your wrongdoing and wrongthinking.
Dad, I know your god fooled you into thinking that you could DO whatever you wanted to with forgiveness assured with a simple sorry. I have decided to return to your life to blow that out of the water for you.
LIFE IS NOT THAT EASY!
If you truly believe that you reap what you sow, why can't you see you've brought all of your strife upon yourself. Accept that and make true amends, which are priceless. The only reason you are going through pain in your present life is only because you deserve it.
THE FAULT LIES NOWHERE ELSE BUT IN YOU AND THE MISTAKES(SINS) YOU HAVE MADE THAT ONLY YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR!
DUH!
"No Pain, No Gain
You should understand that no pain will come to you unless you do something to deserve it. If we deserve something, whether good or bad, it will come to us. If we don’t deserve it, nobody can hurt us. No pain can come to us. Deserving means we have done something wrong and through that pain we have to purge it out. Pain is a sort of purgation. Even if the whole world comes forward to give you pain, it cannot if you do not deserve it. But, unfortunately, we don’t accept it that way. We simply say, “Oh, I am all innocent. This guy just came and hurt me.”
It’s wrong thinking. Pain has no interest in coming to you unless you have invited it. Understand the purpose of the suffering, and accept it." - Swami Satchidananda
Frank, here is an example of more of that YES BUT NO stuff you were talking about. Here is another guy who is living up to his name.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NIEmo0oKro4
Tita: Victor, you shined the light on my flaws and that became bigger than my positives. Do you understand? You stopped paying attention to me, you started noticing the girls at the shops...
Victor: It's all because I saw you not working on your flaws. Action/reaction.
Tita: Yeah, you saw me be depressed and you still don't want to admit that, but that was depression. You went to Tori's to sing karaoke.
Victor: Damnit, you shut up right now. You have every reason to be excited and happy that there is going to be world peace soon. Either you get off my back so much, let me compute in peace or I will go find another place to do my work.
Maybe with some dedicated help, because it seems like you don't believe in me and are detracting more than assisting. I will do what I need to do regardless of your support. It's a shame I don't have it fully like world peace deserves.
If you are so in love with the old world and ways of thinking you better get a job, because you won't be able to count on my support like you have these past five years. Get to work already and do something for yourself. I have much bigger fish to fry.
Tita: You are part of the old guard, keeping old memories alive. Rekindling your love-connections with people from the past. That's 3D shit. You are not doing something new and different. Trying to bring these old people into the new world. That doesn't jive with me. When I have closure with something, it's done. I close the door. They don't know me anymore
Victor: Well, that is your opinion only, and that's why you have so much unfinished business in your life, especially with your family.
I am actively trying to finish my business before I ignore the past. If I don't learn from my past I am doomed to repeat it. Good thing I can read myself.
Tita: But you shouldn't be rekindling love connections in front of your wife.
Victor: Okay, I guess you would rather I do it behind your back.
I AM NOT REKINDLING LOVE CONNECTIONS, YOU INSECURE LITTLE GIRL!
I AM TRYING TO REACH OUT TO PEOPLE TO LET THEM KNOW THAT I AM STILL DOING THE SHIT I SAID I WAS GOING TO DO!
I AM TRYING TO LIVE UP TO MY FUCKING WORD!
WHY CAN'T YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND THAT?
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO TAKE EVERY LITLE THING SO FUCKING PERSONALLY?!
YOU HAVE NO FUCKING REASON TO! I AM TRYING TO SAVE THE FUCKING WORLD!
WHY CAN'T YOU FUCKING SEE THAT?!
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING PETTY?!
Ugh, shouldn't people be wishing me fucking luck?
10:57pm The argument isn't over. Do you have anything else to say?
Tita: I propose we stay together until January 31st. I will stay out of the house as much as possible. Carmen and I have plans to watch a girl movie that you don't like. I just made an appointment with my doctor on Floyd and Coffee, where I used to take Cookie, because Carmen's puppy is losing weight. That dog could die. Puppies don't lose weight and you can see all of her ribs. I am going to take the puppy at 4:30pm. I can stay out of your hair all day, then I can come and have dinner with you. Does that sound good?
Victor: Umm, you have fun doing stuff that's more important than world peace.
Tita: How about this? How about we stay out of each other's hair as much as possible and then come the 15th of February I will get a roommate, which will g ive me a little bit of short-term funds. My foodstamps will go up if I don't have your rent anymore.
Victor: I don't care, whatever.
Tita: I still have to talk to my lawyer from Mount Shasta. It's just that there is a lot up in tha air, but if I can get a roommate here, even though I about to leave, that would help me, and if I don't, I could get more welfare.
Then I wouldn't want or expect a divorce package from you. Because I don't want to be a financial burden on you. I am already being an emotional burden and I don't want to slow down your mission. I know that's more important than anything to you.
I don't want that. I want someone who'll say I am more important with whatever is going on.
Victor: Hold the phone. Since March I have let you know VERY CLEARLY, EXACTLY how I feel and what I expected from you, if you wanted me to continue with you. This is not anything new, me thinking we are incompatible. How long has it been since March now? We have arguments every fucking day!
Tita: Yeah, we're not suited for each other.
Victor: Bullshit, if you really thought that it wouldn't have taken you this long to realize it. See, you are being dishonest with me.
Tita: Because I love your company, I love spending time with you, I love kissing you, I love hugging you.
Victor: Enough of that. I guess you don't LOVE me enough to tolerate my wanting to bring world peace and you helping, to KNOW WHAT YOUR ROLE IN LIFE IS!
It is staring you in the fucking face!
IF YOU DON'T TAKE MY LEAD I NEED TO TRAVEL LIGHT!
YOU NEED TO SPEW YOUR WISDOM TO THE WORLD THROUGH ME AND UTILIZE MY SIMPLE AND UNSTOPPABLE METHODS THAT ANYONE CAN DO AND WILL BE DOING SOON!
HELP ME JUMPSTART THIS REVOLUTION, BABY!
Tita: In all of your reliving the past, you say you don't have baggage but you have all of these exes and their photos and now you are reconnecting and reigniting the passion and that's something that I...
Tita: But you're...
Victor: Enough with your buts, STFU and let me talk! Your insecurities have tricked you into thinking you have something to worry about! I don't have any friends, you don't have any friends. Why can't I reach out and be a social person like I was born to be!? What makes you think that I can't be warm with other people without you thinking there's more going on? Why can't you let me be human, be myself, and let me share my LOVE with whoever I want to and still trust me?
You must not trust me if you don't expect me to stick to my word. You're not going to care if I am nice to guys, only because they're not a threat to you because you know I am not gay! If you don't want to cause your own nightmare and force me to choose someone else, or no one at all, then STFU and give me the peace I require!
STOP THINKING I AM AFTER SOMEBODY ELSE ALL THE TIME IF YOU DON'T WANT ME TO LEAVE YOU!
FUCKING DUH!
IT'S JUST A TAD IRONIC THAT YOU BEING INSECURE OF ME NOT BEING WITH YOU IS GOING TO CAUSE ME NOT TO BE WITH YOU!
That makes no fucking sense!
Why can't you understand that?
Tita: Not only do you have baggage, but you have details of the baggage and now you are reactivating your exes.
Victor: It hasn't been just now. What's taking you so long to have qualms?
Tita: I thought you said you were using them, your words.
Victor: I AM PUTTING ALL OF THE FEW FRIENDS I HAVE MADE OVER THE YEARS TO WORK FOR ME!
FOR YOU!
FOR EVERYBODY!
Tita: Show me where the request for Carol is.
Victor: It's not there yet!
Tita: Even Chasity, what is she doing for your mission?
Victor: She was part of my life. Just the simple fact that she's real and you can contact her and she may be able to corroborate and validate my story, that just verifies the fuck out of me. That is ALL I want from these reconnections.
I want people to remember how true my efforts were back then which will give much credence to my updates.
I don't give a rat's cheese how unhealthy all of these gurus and masters say it is, me reliving my past is what's going to help bring world peace, no matter if it kills me!
Tita: I don't agree with that.
Victor: Every disagreement we have reminds me of how I could be going way faster without you.
Tita: But again, Carol, now reactivated, when are we going to enlist her?
Victor: Whenever I fucking feel like it!
Tita: We need money.
Victor: You are making it to where there is no we!
YOU need money!
Tita: You owe my estate, including for that heirloom you sold at the garage sale. All that is owed to me.
Victor: Stop bitching and call a fucking lawyer already.
Tita: I will call then. I want you to be there when I talk to him.
Victor: I want to see you doing instead of talking finally. You and your empty words.
Tita: I am going to hang out with my buddy today.
Victor: I so wish you would go, or do anything else you say but never do. How many more times are you going to tell me that? Why haven't you gone yet? Why haven't you given me the peace you promised me?
Tita: This is what I propose! I propose we stay together until January 31. I will stay out of the house as much as possible. Carmen and I already have plans to watch a movie, we already started it. Girl shit, I need girl shit. Just like you need time with your exes, I need time with another woman. Who actually wants to watch a movie and not trying to convince me of...
Victor: STFU! Too many damn words! I don't need all of this fucking fluff! I am not going to agree to that proposal you have already told me more than once unnecessarily, I will only think about it.
There, I thought about it, NO!
I have done you enough favors.
Tita: I know, it's a proposal. That doesn't mean you have to take it.
Victor: My answer is well known.
Tita: But I am going to reiterate here that you do not treat me like a queen. I am a disposable piece of pussy.
Victor: I DO NOT NEED TO HEAR YOUR SAME BULLSHIT OVER AND OVER AGAIN! I TOOK PICTURES OF YOUR BULLSHIT AND THEY ARE ALL GOING STRAIGHT ON MY BLOG! STOP REPEATING YOURELF AND GTFO OF HERE ALREADY! I HAVE WORK TO DO! LEAVE ME ALONE!
Tita: You putting our lives and my photos online against my will and without my consent is illegal.
Victor: Morality is my guide, not legality. I dare you to do something about it. Put me in jail for all I care. I don't care.
Tita: Do you want to go to jail?
Victor: Sure, it'd just be another chapter.
Tita: Excellent, sounds good. Can you write that down? For verification so I can get a picture of it?
Victor: I have fun in jail.
Tita: That would be another way for us to seperate. Can you give me the voice recorder I want to get it on tape you saying that.
Victor: I'll let you have it right after you kiss my ass.
WHAT BETTER PEOPLE TO TELL OTHER PEOPLE THAN PEOPLE I HAVE BEEN INTIMATELY INVOLVED WITH AND KNOW EXACTLY WHAT MY STORY IS ABOUT AND CAN VOUCH FOR ME?
I WANT READERSHIP, DAMNIT, AND YOU ARE NOT DOING ALL YOU COULD BE TO SPREAD MY WORDS!
ANY COMMUNICATIONS WITH PAST LOVES ARE STRICTLY PLATONIC.
I HAVE MUCH INTEGRITY TO UPHOLD!
I AM NOT GOING TO TOTALLY IGNORE SOULS WHO HAVE WON A PERMANENT PLACE IN MY HEART!
I AM AT LEAST GOING TO SAY HELLO!
THE ONLY REASON I AM STILL WITH YOU IS BEACUSE YOU ARE AT THE TOP OF THE LIST.
I WANT TO SHOW YOU OFF!
I AM PROUD TO LOVE YOU!
I NEVER THOUGHT I DESERVED SUCH A BEAUTIFUL MEXICANITA LIKE YOU!
I NEED YOUR HELP TO BRING WORLD PEACE!
WHY DON'T YOU YOU TRUST ME FULLY YET???
TAKE A MOTHERFUCKING CHANCE!
DON'T FEAR THE VICTOR!
APPRECIATE THE JOB YOU HAVE BEEN GIVEN AND DO IT!
IF YOU DON'T SOMEONE ELSE WILL AND WHAT I WAS TRULY YEARNING FOR WITH YOU WAS A TRUE TEAMMATE!
FOR SHAME!
STOP GETTING IN MY WAY!
STOP STIFLING MY EFFORTS!
FUCK YOU FOR HOARDING ME ALL TO YOURSELF!
MY LOVE IS FOR EVERYONE!
I CAN STILL BE MARRIED AND LOYAL AND LOVE EVERYONE AT THE SAME TIME!
DON'T YOU SEE THIS EXACT BEHAVIOR IS WHAT WILL TEAR US APART?
HOW MORE COUNTER-PRODUCTIVE CAN YOUR EFFORTS EVER BE?
FUCKING DUH!
EITHER YOU WAKE UP AND FOLLOW ME OR SLUMBER AND BE WITHOUT ME!
I AM NOT AN IDIOT! I KNOW I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH THE BEST, BUT IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BLOOM INTO YOUR DESTINY WITH ME THEN YOU ARE NOT DESTINED TO BE WITH ME!
IT DOESN'T GET MORE SIMPLE THAN THAT!
IF YOU CAN'T TRUST ME TO BE LOYAL TO YOU AFTER ALL THE SHIT I HAVE DONE FOR YOU AND YOUR FATHER THEN YOU DON'T REALLY BELIEVE AND TRUST THAT I CAN BE THE CATALYST FOR TRUE PEACE!
Lip-service you give me, to keep me around!
NOT TODAY, SATAN!
ONLY BONAFIDE BELIEVERS ARE ALLOWED ON MY TEAM.
I RATHER PLAY SOLO THAN WITH A GENIUS WHO DOESN'T WANT TO USE HER GIFTS TO BETTER HUMANITY WITH ME!
THAT DOESN'T SOUND TOO SMART TO ME!
I WANT TO BE ABLE TO SAY IF IT'S UP TO BE, IT'S UP TO US!
ME AND YOU, TITA!
TAKE THE DIVE OR DROWN!
JUMP!
YOU HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO BE HELPING MY CAUSE, WHICH IS EVERYBODY'S CAUSE SOOOO MUCH MORE THAN YOU ARE!
IF YOU DON'T AMP UP YOUR EFFORTS, NO SOUP FOR YOU!
EITHER START ADDING TO THE CAUSE AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN OR BE SUBTRACTED FROM THE EQUATION ALTOGETHER!
IT'S SIMPLE MATH, BABY!
I AM GOING TO PUT YOU THROUGH BOOTCAMP SO YOU WILL SURVIVE OUR COMING VICTORY!
YOU WILL NOT IN YOUR PRESENT CONDITION, MY ADORABLE AND BELOVED CHUNKY MONKEY(more cushion for the pushin')!
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