071004

 

Socorro, NM

Saturday July 10, 2004

     10:00am  I just woke up.

     10:38am  I had a really cool night last night. I was all pissed off. I walked down the street.

                     Okay, I put some fresh batteries in my recorder. Let me tell you about last night. I was at the house and got all pissed off. I walked down the street and right when I got over by the school I saw a candle burning. It was a party signal. Not that many people showed up. Like there were five of us total. Oh yeah, I got a place to crash. Well, I could've crashed at The Black Hole, but this guy offered. His name is Jerry. He told me I could crash there, on the bed if I wanted. That's what I did. Now, I'm back at The Black Hole. I'm going to brush my teeth and go to my exercise station. I ate a bowl of cereal this morning.

     11:26am  I just finished my exercises. I had a damn good workout. I'm all warmed up.

     11:35am  Damnit, there's no tennis balls at the public tennis courts by the swim center. I'm tempted to just jump in the pool. I don't know. I have swim trunks in my bag.

     11:41am  I came over to Smith's. I'm going to use the phone and call Chris. Maybe he'll smoke me out today.

                     I just called Chris and he's going to meet me at Smith's. He said he had a little bit.

     12:52pm  Eric, the guy who gave me a ride to ALCO the other day(7-7-04-6:55pm), gave me a cigarette.

     1:00pm  Chris showed up. We're going to walk to The Black Hole and smoke some weed.

     3:32pm  I'm going to walk over to Jerry's house and see if he has a cigarette. Oh yeah, dumbass Steve came home. He is the most ignorant one in that house. He told me today, "Victor, I have a question for you. How do you still smoke?" Ugh, I don't know how long I've been at that house now and I've been smoking cigarettes the whole time. I asked him, "What do you mean?" I thought he meant how can I still smoke and walk so much. He asked me, "Where do you get them?" I told him, "Dude, who's not going to give you a cigarette when you ask for one? It's human-nature to be generous." He went, "Oh, but you ask." I said, "Yeah, and since when does it hurt to ask? Ask and thou shall receive. That's the way it's always been, man." I've told him this shit before, damnit. He's all still confused about it. Ugh, I hate the authorative tone he uses. Like yesterday he was all trying to put his foot down. He was all, "Let's talk about this." I stopped him and asked him, "Man, what is the purpose of this conversation? It is not going to change how Andrew or I feel about the other one. I hate wasting my time." I was all trying to leave yesterday.

     3:42pm  The radio is all playing loud inside, but Jerry never answered the door. I'm going to walk to the campus and look through the ashtrays.

     4:51pm  I walked up to the tennis courts at the school. There was a guy and a girl playing tennis. I saw a ball in the parking lot they had hit out. I grabbed the ball and went up to them and asked, "You think you guys could spare this ball for my walking stick?" The guy told me, "No, that's one of the only three we have." One of three? You don't need all three to play at the same time. Greedy asses.

     5:08pm  I am back at The Black Hole.

     10:00pm  I got bored at the house so I'm walking to Jerry's. Ugh, that house is driving me nuts. Andrew is the most dependent motherfucker I know. He's always asking me for shit. Shut up already.

                     Oh yeah, Jerry ended up not being home and dumbass me ended up walking the wrong way, so I have to double back.

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