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San Antonio, TX

Monday May 30, 2005

     7:42am  I just woke up.

     12:33pm  I woke up pretty early this morning and typed on the computer. A couple days. I was typing up that day I met those crackheads at the Greyhound station(5-7-05, 9:03am) and I went over to their apartment and walked all the way downtown the next morning. Like I jumped over the highway and stuff. I'm walking to the Citgo now.

     12:43pm  I walked to the Citgo and Rico hooked me up with a cigarette. I appreciate it, Rico. Everybody gets credit, thanks.

     12:49pm  I was at the Citgo waiting for the bus. Oh yeah, they brought the 606 bus route back today. Just then my sister drove up and saw me outside waiting for the bus. She went inside and when she came out, she asked me if I knew the cashier. The one dude who had called the cops on me that one day(4-15-05, paragraph starting with: Haha, the habib inside came out and told me I couldn't be standing there. and 5-9-05, 11:26am). Laura told me, "He asked me about you." I went, "Oh really? What did he say about me?"

                     Laura: "He asked, "What did that guy ask you?" I go, "What do you mean?" He repeated himself, "Well, what did he ask you?" I told him, "He's my twin brother." His jaw dropped and he said, "He's your twin brother? Oh."

                     Hahaha, he thought I was bumming change off my sister!

     1:14pm  Just got on the 92 at the hospital. I forgot to tell you. My sister gave me a ride all the way to Medical Center from the Citgo.

     1:45pm  Just got off in front of the plasma place. I'm going to go sell my plasma.

     2:10pm  Stuck.

                   First cycle 232ml.

     3:10pm  Unstuck. Exact hour donation.

     3:15pm  I'm walking out of the plasma place. I've got fifteen dollars.

                   Cool, my transfer will still work.

     3:37pm  I got on the 92 and Garcia hooked me up with another transfer. I appreciate it, brother. Everybody gets credit, thanks.

     3:44pm  I just got off the bus at Martin and St. Mary's. I took a picture of this graffiti on the wall.

     3:47pm  Travis Park.

     3:53pm  I came to the hotdog stand and the greedy ass wouldn't give me change. Then that panson fatass walked up who's always talking shit to me too. Haha, panson!

     4:07pm  Froggy hooked me up with a cigarette at Travis Park. I appreciate it, brother. Everybody gets credit, thanks.

     4:38pm  I'm talking to Malcolm in the park. What's your email? bloodymatyr666@hotmail.com

     5:07pm  Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you. I got some marijuana in Travis Park. For ten bucks. I have a lotta marijuana, hehe. I told this one kid my story, Malcolm. I'm walking down to Sally's now.

     6:43pm  After we ate at the Salvation Army, I bummed a cigarette off of Romeo and told him I would smoke him out. He told me to come with him and Brandy after Sally's. This guy is letting him and Brandy crash in this apartment while he's gone. #305 in this building that Caesar's is in. We just finished smoking weed.

                   Calcasieu Apartments.

     7:20pm  Jay hooked me up with a cigarette at Travis Park. I appreciate it, Jay.

     8:05pm  I'm talking to Gabriel Sanchez in the park. What's your email? quantumsublimefire_phoenix@hushmail.ai www.quantum.sublimematrix.tripod.com

     8:29pm  Josh hooked me up with a cigarette in the park. I appreciate it, brother.

                   I haven't made an update all day. Today I went to the park. I went to eat at Sally's. When I got back from Sally's I walked by this bench at Travis Park. I saw this really pretty lady sitting there. She had bags and she looked homeless. I walked by her and she ended up initiating something with me. She told me, "Sit down. I want to talk to you." I asked her, "You've never heard my story?" She tells me she's never met me before. She's this pretty thirty three year old who just got into town yesterday and slept in front of the church. I told her I would take care of her. She was real tired so I offered to let her take a nap on my rain poncho in the park. I went when they fed at Bikers and brought back some food for her. I set a couple breads down in front of her. I came back and she had some dude, this other homeless dude over there giving her hugs and shit. I was hoping I would take her to crash on Bill's front porch and that I might have a warm cuddle-buddy tonight. I just want to sleep with her. Just sleep.

     9:31pm  5764 hooked me up with a courtesy ride on the 92. I had walked up to it hoping to score a ride, but kind of changed my mind. I was going to wait for the 88. Then I see the driver waving me over and it's my friend Eric. We're taking off. I appreciate it, brother. Everybody gets credit, thanks.

                   It's Eric. The cool bus driver. I remember him.

     10:04pm  I'm talking to Eric on the bus, having a great conversation. I was telling him about my whole global-forgiveness thing. He's telling me about the Kabbalah, they have this Year of Jubilee. I'll look that up. I'll check that out.

                     In the bible, in Genesis it tells you what?

                     Eric: "It tells you that all the living plants, all the fruit they produce belongs to man."

     10:21pm  I really like Eric. He's a bus driver. He's my friend. He was telling me all this cool shit. Eric's smart. He's educated. I asked him, "What do you know about the Illuminati?" He had to go, but I told him what Fawn Journeyhawk's daughter had told me. About how the Illuminati were a reptilian extraterrestrial race that were working at humans from a fourth dimension. He had to go, but he told me, "You are closer to the truth than you know." He told me, "Don't forget about the purple picks." What is a purple pick?

     10:50pm  Will Smith hooked me up with a cigarette at the hospital. I appreciate it, brother. Everybody gets credit, thanks.

     10:54pm  A minute ago this guy walked by with his girl. I was over by the entrance to the transfer center office. He walked by and I saw he had a weed tattoo on his arm. I told him, "Hey, nice tattoo." I loaded up a hit in my one-hitter and decided I'd go offer to smoke him out. I walked to the back where his girl was on the phone. When he walked up he said, "Yeah, I saw you. I wish we could smoke. We can't smoke at the Park-n-Ride." I told him, "Hehe, so you think? Want a drag off this cigarette." He loved it! That pipe is a hit with everybody. He really liked my marijuana flashy thing too. I love my uniform now.

                     Oh yeah, I've decided I'm going to walk to Planet K on Evers and Wurzbach. I haven't been there for a while. It's Monday night, 10:55, they close at midnight. I'm going to go say hi to everyone there and maybe get a ride. I'll tell people my story.

                     Earlier it was awesome at Travis Park. This one guy dropped his cigarette on the ground before he got on his bus. I bent down and picked it up and started smoking it. I decided I wasn't going to catch the 92 right there. I was going to smoke the cigarette and catch the next 92. Then I noticed it was Eric riding the bus, my friend. I gave him the hitchhiking thumb and he told me to hop on. It's cool how the events coincided. I think Eric is a smart kid. I wish he'd type some stuff up for me so I could put it on my site. We had some really good talks. Than at the hospital I ended smoking out that one guy with the weed tattoo on his arm. I'm walking to Planet K now. Let's see what happens there.

                     The most amazing things happen when you put your trust in the universe.

                     I really hope I have provided people with a wealth of Google-food. So you can start learning things on your own now.

     11:27pm  I'm dumb. I walked to Planet K and noticed that the parking lot was empty. It's Memorial Day. They're not going to be open right now. This sucks. I'm going to cut through these apartments here. Vista Del Rey.

     11:37pm  I came and smoked a cigarette here in the grass at the Vista Del Rey Apartments. I am so bummed out that I didn't log today better. I had a magical day in the park today. I was telling everyone my story. Anyway, I'm going to walk all the way to my mom's house now. I'm over here by Bandera and Wurzbach. It's far.

                     I got my little green strobe. My marijuana-strobe. That's what I'm going to call it. Everybody is looking at me. 

     11:42pm  I'm coming up to the Wurzbach exit of Vista Del Rey. It's cool, I was hoping the gate would be open so I wouldn't have to wait for a car to come out or jump the fence. Right when I got to the fence it opened perfectly for me. Like just enough room to walk through. I just walked through right now. Perfect.

     12:14am  I walked down Bandera. I just passed Huebner not too long ago. I had walked past Chacho's over by Grissom and Bandera, but I said screw it. I'm going to go see if the taqueria my mom took me to that one night(1-27-05, 8:18pm) is still open. Sure enough, the Taqueria Jalisco, which I'm walking to now has the open sign on. Great. They're going to hook me up. "¿No me puedes dar un taco para mi camino a casa?"

                     That sucks, it's closed. It just had the open sign on. Oh well, I'll keep walking.

                     I do have five dollars.

                     I'm going to hit up the Pizza Hut across the street.

                     The pretty girl at the Pizza Hut said no.

     12:26am  I was walking almost to Eckhert. All of a sudden this guy pulls over in his car and says, "Hey, do you need a ride?" Robert is hooking me up with a ride. I appreciate it, brother. Everybody gets credit, thanks.

     12:33am  That was awesome! I just got picked up. Just some dude I didn't even know. His name is Robert. He drove Guilbeau and turned on Tezel because he lives on Prue Road. He just dropped me off on Wickersham. I'm going to walk home from here. Thank you, Love. Thank you, Love. Oh yeah, and in my story I just got to the part where they I say, "They didn't call them peace pipes for nothing." Hehe, I bet he thinks I'm crazy.

                     Oh yeah, when I was talking to him he told me, "It looks like you're getting a lot of green lights." Haha, which is really cool because I told him, "Yeah, look," and I turned my little marijuana strobe on. I told him, "That's all I'm getting, is green lights." I am always moving forward.

     12:42am  I don't usually mention it, but I always think I hear my name being called out. I'm walking Wickersham right now and I thought I heard my name being called. I stop and nobody's anywhere.

     12:47am  The weirdest thing. I was just walking down Wickersham. All of a sudden I could've sworn I heard my name being called. I looked around and didn't see anyone. I kept walking a little more and I hear it again! It was some kid outside his window over the garage. I said, "Hey man, what's going on?" He goes, "It's John." I wasn't sure who this guy is. I guess I'll find out when he gives me a call. I gave him my phone number. I asked him, "Hey, do you want to smoke some weed?" He told me he had plenty. Then he offered to give me some. I told him, "I got a little bit, but if you want to give me some more . . ." He said, "I do." Hmm, how are we going to make the transfer. We didn't have any baggies or anything. I thought for a second. See, I just recently put a new tennis ball on my stick. I thought I could take it off my stick and throw it up there. Then he could stuff however much he wanted to give me in the ball and throw it back down. I threw it up there but it fell down. Hmm, how am I going to do this. Oh yeah! My little Eclipse mint tin that I had my weed in. I took one of the many rubber bands on my stick and attached the mint can to the stick. It reached up there and John grabbed it. He hooked me up with a lot of weed. What a perfect ending to a great day. Icing on the cake. The blessings were everywhere. Thank you, Love.

                     Isn't it just awesome how I ended up walking down Wickersham right now. All because I randomly got picked up walking down Bandera. Before that my friend Eric hooked me up with a courtesy ride to the hospital.

                     I seriously believe I have some believers.

     12:51am  I'm home. I think my mom's awake. I'm going to go see what she's doing. Like I don't know. She's probably glued to the computer.

Next day..